♥azi / 12:47 PM

this is so exciting
yesterdae i was nervous and all
but todae im so excited to go bak to sch

im excited of the new chapters they are goin tru and not ask abt homework coz i onli did chemistry
i like the atmosphere for sch
the scolding, rushing, copying and stuff
i enjoy it alot..
i dun realli like holidays becoz i hav so many free time tat i use it for the wrong things
so, schooling and tuition keeps me goin

im still workin on my webby
link it here as soon as im done wit it

ciao!

♥azi / 2:13 PM

SCHOOL TERM 3

this is nightmare ppl
im freakin nervous
im sweating out of my wits
suddenly faces of teachers like Mdm Kartini and Mrs Lim and more Mdm Kartini starting to appear in my head

i hav not been revising as im supposed to
and O levels is like FUCKING near
amd i INSANE?
is it too late to study?
like farking shit ppl!!

okok i tink i better start doin Algebra in Emaths TYS
den after dat do chemistry
im more in love wif chem den phy
and certain times vice versa

like watever rite?!
yah i got it!
fine im goin!
ciao!

♥azi / 11:30 PM

Dresses..
ive always loved dresses
i wear them everytime wen i was small
and i tink i stopped wearing them wen im 12

honestly, i missed wearing them
one of these, i wud wear them

oh yah, the VERY last time i wear a dress is 2001 wen i was 14
the onli reason i wore tat its becoz im attending an official opening in woodgrove sec sch
its an OFFICIAL event
therefore, my lovely fren ain suggested we wear dresses
i tot it was a joke so i laughed
apperently not

aniwei,
i dunno wen im goin to wear it agn
coz i tink i dun realli look nice in it and made my arms look fatter
fortunately, its comfortable

for my frens, if ure shocked while readin to this, im not surprised
and its a good thing

♥azi / 11:24 PM

hello to my fellow frens,
im working on my new website
im lookin forward to it
and i hope u too..

i know, i know, u guyz might think im crazy coz i shud be studyin or sumtin more useful..
tats becoz i AM crazy..
well, i will let u ppl know abt it

finally
more power to mtv!

♥azi / 8:57 AM

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♥azi / 5:54 PM

10 things that makes me nervous

1) guys wif very VERY deep voice ( i know, im weird )
2) numbers ( coz wen i see them, remidns me of math wic I HATE except for money )
3) *him* ( for those who knows me, u'll know who )
4) tokin wif guys ( agn, i know im weird. and i prevent ani eye contact wif them. does NOT include my brothers )
5) injecting my grandma ( she is diabetic mind u, and not injecting morphine ain )
6) sitting for exams ( i sumtimes develop cold sweat during the paper )
7) standing in a bus alone ( it feels like everyone is watchin )
8) walking home at night ( agn, feels like everyone is watchin )
9) an insect nearby ( shut up.. )
10) alone in a dark room full of silence ( enuf said )

♥azi / 11:19 AM

oh yes, thx very much ain for helping me..
ure the reason i finally can put up pix in my bloggy!!
thx a bunch!!

♥azi / 11:05 AM

is that wat i tot i see!!! NO! it cant be true!! this is AMAZING!!



yesterdae i wen to tuition.. so wat u sae?
here's wat...
wen i went into his hous..
and sat down..
while sitting down, i also try to catch my breath..
coz i tot i was late.. WHICH happen ALOT of times..
so.. while doin tat..
i look around.. tryin to relax..
and tryin to do tat
my heart starts to beat wildly and i swear i can feel it comin out
ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod i said to myself

wat happen u ask?

well my frens, i saw a WHOLE episode of Band of Brothers on his tv in a beautiful metal casing wif the band of brothers main logo carved in it
i couldnt blive my eyes at first..
so wen nearer to see it
and i was like
FUCK!

so wat? u ask agn..

well my frens, if u dun like tat show, imagine it is a WHOLE season of Gilmore Girls or Boston Public or Godfather movie
it is equivalent to tat
and i feel like hugging it
and deep down my heart i feel like cursing my tutor for owning tat beautiful and amazing show
for those who know me very well, that is one of my obsessions after chocolates
and i REALLi obsessed wif it..
coz i bought their soundtrack cd, and book..
and i have cut out pictures of them from mags and what-hav-u

im VERY sure i will get that wen i finally work
or get my driving liscence
or wen i already drive my Mini Cooper

i know, like u ppl even care

♥azi / 10:52 AM

:: muzik craze baby ::

for the past few hours, ive been downloading songs..
and videos...
and songs..
and more of videos and songs

well, the onli reason i did coz i hav no more songs in 'My Music' folder
coz i burn it on cd...
and another reason is becoz my bro in law wans me to burn his cd wif songs of his choice
and its not an ez job mind u
oh heck, like u ppl even care :P

♥azi / 10:01 AM

okie..
now tat im all awake and alive, i will tell e stuff happened yesterdae!!!
first and foremost, we met LOADS of cute guys..
and we name them, red shirt guy,blue shirt guy, orange shirt guy, macho guy and brown shirt guy. OH! not to forget, maddy guy.
and for me, i saw another guy wic i tink is cute, i name him, archie kao guy (coz he looks like him. if u guys dunno who is archie kao, he is from CSI.if it still doesnt ring a bell,then nvm)
and we met quite a number of EVGians (ew!) like hafiz,ruziyah,rabiatul and frens..
well, the main highlights of the outing is DEFINITELY the cute guys.. coz they are hard to forget!! :(
well of course, we had fun too!

esp for the ride in 'revolution'
me n zaida wen to search for a seat
so we went behind.. unfortunately, no seat at all..
so we made a FOOL of ourselves by goin round n round
im the end we got a seat in front wic everyone can see us
den i tried to sit, but the seat moved and hit me
the look of it had made everyone laughed, and the macho guy is there..
i laughed too.. hahaha
den zaida pushed me, i pushed her
so, after we sat, zaida was like
oh shit! my slippers! den she juz let her slippers fly to the floor
i mean, she could get out of the seat and put it on the floor in a civilsied way.. but nope!
yup.. we're waiting for the ride to start
wen suddenly an insect flew at my direction
so i screamed! and everyone laughed some mroe
i mean, i HATE insects! so i had to scream!
yah, it was REALLi embarrassiing u know.. esp wen there is a cute guy (ie. macho cum shades guy)

hehehehe but it was GREAT!! hahaha
haiz....
for those who are not there, im sori, we wud hav much more fun!!!!
maybe next time yah?

♥azi / 9:44 PM

hehe yay!!
we had a class outing almost everyone was there..
i wish u guys were there, coz we will hav more fun!!

4e2 rock!!

♥azi / 12:55 PM

OKAY.. right now im PISSED
first! TECHNICALLY my fone will be on business coz THEY (STARHUB ASSHOLES) said it will beon in 3 three daes
i know i failed emath but i KNOW how to count 3 daes from wednesdae
MEANING it SHUD be on TODAE
but NOOOOOooooooo.......
my sis called them up and they sae..
no no ma'am, it will be on in 7 working daes

i mean.. wat the FUCK?! THEy saed 3 daes! now 7!!!!!!!
i tink they are the ones who have problems wif numbers
SERIOUSLY, i wish i can go up to them and tell them off abt their reception, and how OUTDATED they could be
paying tru the SAM machine wud be faster..
BUT NOOOooooooooo
they sae it will take them a few more daes to actually accept the payment
starhub needs SOME HELP THERE...

okie, THAT realli pissed me off.. like TOTALLY off
i was pissed, but not this way off
hope U get the picture

im sure anione who pissed me off WILL get it..
NO SERIOUSLY...
i was pissed at someone and i shall not name who is it in order to save the person from embarrassment
all i have to tell the person is..


IM SAYING THIS ON THE BEHALF OF THOSE WHO DUN WAN TO SAE IT
N DOING ALL OF THEM A FAVOUR :
IM PATIENT WIF U AND TRYING REALLI HARD NOT TO HURT YOU..
BUT URE TOO MUCH ALREADY.. AND I HOPE THIS MSG WON MAKE U COMMIT SUICIDE
IF U DO, THEN IM SORIE, URE BEING PLAIN STUPID
JUS AN ADVICE FOR YOU SO THAT YOU WILL PULL TRU LIFE
AND STOP ASSUMING, AS IT ONLI PISSES ME OFF MORE BECOZ IM TRYIN HARD TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER
UNFORTUNATELY, URE NOT HELPING
SO.................SEEK THIS ADVICE
YOU'RE SIXTEEN.. MEANING, MORE MATURED.. THEREFORE..
DO ALL OF US A FAVOUR AND GROW UP PLEASE...

however, altoh im angry at u, no one hav the right to end our friendship
so!
i tink im all better now..
i shall go for jogging
oh wait no.. i will die..
ah hell, who cares rite? <-- an impression of that person who tinks no one cares abt the person and keeps on saying everyone hates the person

♥azi / 12:16 PM

i juz finish watching a few episodes of gilmore girls
okie im not bragging or crap but i realli i hav some other peeps to watch wif coz i feel dumb laughing to myself
i get to watch coz someone lend it to me..
she actually dld e whole third season and burnt on cd

OH MYGOD!! I jus realised(or realized?) JK Rowling's fifth bk is out todae!!
okie not impt.

aniwei, i onli get to watch it until e 17th episode coz she forgot to bring the other 5 episodes..
awwww....
but nvm, now i shall make an effort to download it
yea! thx to technology and kazaa!

♥azi / 12:12 PM

u know wat..
i think alot these daes
and i always remind myself to blog it
but now.. i cant remember anitin abt it
im becoming like dory from finding nemo
okie, maybe not tat bad
but still!!! i tink its a good thought and i wud like to blog it..
but.. too bad

♥azi / 8:28 PM

nowadays, ive been having pains in my heart
its as toh sometin its being pierced tru it
and wen i try to gasp for air, it wud onli worsen e condition

wen tat 'attack' happens, i will avoid ani eye contact,
try not to tok or laugh,
my heart will cry of pain,
and i will hold my breath as long as it is 'safe' for me to re-breathe
scarie?
wait till u see it happens

and wen it happens, i will always have a flashback of e memories
yah, i made it sound as toh im goin to die
hell yeah i felt like tat

den wen e memory thingy happened,
i wanted to hug e ppl who made a difference in my life
friends and family

wen e attack ended
i release a sigh of relieve
and thank god for giving me a second chance

♥azi / 8:09 PM

i was deeply in touch after reading 'A Walk To Remember' by Nicholas Sparks
whoever u had watched e movie, are SO advised (or adviced?) to check out the book..
and whoever cried while watching e movie, pls be reminded to grab a tissue box wen reading the book

and i wonder if it ever happen in real life
like a guy married her wen his 17 to make her dream come true
i tink it wud be very sweet and a memorable gift for her

wat do u tink?

♥azi / 9:42 AM

** 3 guys, a girl and a love story **
based on a true story

once upon e time, there was this lucky girl who had 3 great guys to be her close frens
they were very close even toh she was e odd one out
we told each other jokes
altoh some of them were not farnie, we laughed aniwei

they were so close tat feelings of attraction starts to grow on her
one dae, she confess her love for him
but, things became awkward after tat, and she lost him and left with 2

we changed classes, and our friendship grew apart

another fine dae, one of them confess his love for her
she was shocked and do not know how to react
besides, he was like a brother to her
actually, deep inside, she too HAD feelings for him
but she tot it was ridiculous and was juz a crush
so, she told him she wasnt ready for ani serious relationship
feelings of hurt and guilt develops for him n her
she lied
they both ignore and prevent ani eye contact
she lost him

now, she is trying very hard not to make e same mistake, and lose him for she do not wan to end e friendship they started in a heartbreaking manner
she treats him like her brother and will try to talk to him, share wif him her thoughts and feelings as much as she can

meanwhile, she is goin tru a dilemma
feelings for e 2nd guy grew so much tat she couldnt fight it animore
every night, she ponders abt him
cried for wat had happened between and wished she could correct her mistakes
she hated e dreams she had coz it was him she dreamt

she sweared, one dae, she wud confess her love for him
and didnt wan anitin bak from him but onli for him to listen
she knew feelings of hatred had developed in him
but she didnt care
she deserve it
she wud go tru e stages he went
as long she had confess

her deepest desire is to make him know
how much she had missed his endless conversation wif him
her true feelings for him tat she had kept
tat she had lived a lie all along

♥azi / 12:10 AM

me --> tired (=_=)

now at my sis hous..
juz came bak from KL
and i swear my feet is goin tru e most torturing moments ever
its sore and aching and crying of pain

and yup.. got some stuff for my deeeeaaarrr galfrens!!
hope u like it!!
*grinz*
and im so SO SO soriee if i din get for some of u guyz..
coz e car is like FULL
coz my lurvely nieces bought 2 MEGA SIZED powerpuff dolls
and some other stuff bought by moi! and sis
he-he

wen wif my sis family, bro-in-law's sis family (which makes her my sis-in-law),
and my brother...
e trip is a BOMB BABY!
meaning.. its FUN!
coz im there..
hehehe i know2, u guyz cant express it. so i make it easier to juz sae it

okie, right after i figure out how to put pics in blog (fine, i admit im not tat expert after all), i will put some of e trip pics here! yea!
haiz.. tired tired..
OH NO
i juz remembered there are homeworks..!! ARGH!
why is it even call 'THE HOLIDAYS' wen we're goin bak to school for extra class and craps
and e homeworks are called 'HOLIDAY HOMEWORK'
wassup with tat?!
urgh!
okok, i tink i shall keep up wif my beauty sleep now..
ciao!!

♥azi / 5:56 PM

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WOAH...
i tink i shall stick to evg
coz there are guys
he-he

♥azi / 5:06 PM

but realli...
why cant a girl juz go up to a guy and tell off her feelings for him?
hmm, probably fear of rejection
juz like anione else
but im sure,
HOW LONG ARE WE SUPPOSE TO HIDE THOSE TRUE FEELINGS?
oh! oh! i tink i hear applause
but REALLI
someone has got to do it
[looks around]
and its no one else but YOURSELF

there is no rule tat sae onli guyz can go and tell a girl his feelings
rite? rite?
well yah, so u go girls!

after actually CONFESSING (or e person confesses).. if he/she ignores u.. uve got to do somtin rite?
well, i know im goin tru tat shit now..
and i know, POSITIVELY know i HAVE to do sumtin abt it..
and i will..

i cant fight this feeling anymore.. CEH..
but realli, one dae, YOU have to throw it out..
and one dae i will have to throw it out to END this so-called game

♥azi / 4:57 PM

[ Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson ]

her song...
is so...
i dunno how to sae it..

the song sort of related to me.. well partially
yah yah, some of u might tink im crapping..
but im serious
and please, take me seriously wen im serious

well, yah... like i said PARTIALLY of it is like SOO moi ..

by keeping her heart protected
she'll never ever feel rejected
little miss apprehensive
said mmm..
she fell in love

wats wif this feelin.. i mean, can ANYONE define the true meaning of LOVE ?
no cmon, tell me, i seriously dunno..
its more like a GAME than feelings
urgh!
lets forget and dun tok more abt it
Zilch
Labito

♥azi / 4:33 PM

** reminicing abt the time ... **

i cant blive im still goin to sch this week..
wait !
[looks at sky thoughtfully]
isnt tats wat ive been doin for the past 4 yrs in this friggin sch?

so aniwei, im definitely lookin forward for fridae
coz im SO goin to have fun at KL
after e last class, im off home and off to KL
well DUH, i still hav to endure the next 3 daes for fridae to come...
(sigh)

♥azi / 9:45 AM

im kinda bz this week and nex week..
and i dunno if i have the time to actually update the blog..
but i will try my best..

nex mondae is MT 'O' levels..
i wish all of my frens taking tat paper ALL the best and..
GAMBATTE!

♥azi / 6:21 PM

Presenting, your Royal Highness, Princess Maziah ....

[gliding out of e door.... gracefully and calmly walking down e stairs.... and waved.... and ]

BUMP!!

oops! i tink i fell off e bed..
hehe silly me

[walk pass e mirror]
[stops abruptly]
[walk sloooowly bak to e mirror]
[make a careful,sloooow 90 deg right turn to e mirror]
[looks at e mirror]

GASP!!!!!

holy poop!
what is that beeeeautiful creature staring bak at me?!

[uncontrolable feelings of passion, excitement.. and.. passed out]

->END<-

♥azi / 5:17 PM

fookin shit man..
i realli hav an attitude todae..
like DUH!! e malay extra class is like fookin NOISY man!!
like fookla all e ppl who make much fookin noise!
[try to calm down]

so aniwei, yesterdae din go to religious class
of course i din go purposely.....
i hav a bad sore throat or.. wat they call tonsil? er.. i tink so..
accompanied wif fever.
yah.. my throat is so freakin painful that it took me like 5 seconds to swallow my saliva
[ouch baby]
haiz..

and i cant blive malay o level paper is like next mondae
gosh..
if not (coz of e attack of SARS) it will be TODAE!!!
:'( this is so scarie!!!

/ 12:47 PM

this is so exciting
yesterdae i was nervous and all
but todae im so excited to go bak to sch

im excited of the new chapters they are goin tru and not ask abt homework coz i onli did chemistry
i like the atmosphere for sch
the scolding, rushing, copying and stuff
i enjoy it alot..
i dun realli like holidays becoz i hav so many free time tat i use it for the wrong things
so, schooling and tuition keeps me goin

im still workin on my webby
link it here as soon as im done wit it

ciao!

/ 2:13 PM

SCHOOL TERM 3

this is nightmare ppl
im freakin nervous
im sweating out of my wits
suddenly faces of teachers like Mdm Kartini and Mrs Lim and more Mdm Kartini starting to appear in my head

i hav not been revising as im supposed to
and O levels is like FUCKING near
amd i INSANE?
is it too late to study?
like farking shit ppl!!

okok i tink i better start doin Algebra in Emaths TYS
den after dat do chemistry
im more in love wif chem den phy
and certain times vice versa

like watever rite?!
yah i got it!
fine im goin!
ciao!

/ 11:30 PM

Dresses..
ive always loved dresses
i wear them everytime wen i was small
and i tink i stopped wearing them wen im 12

honestly, i missed wearing them
one of these, i wud wear them

oh yah, the VERY last time i wear a dress is 2001 wen i was 14
the onli reason i wore tat its becoz im attending an official opening in woodgrove sec sch
its an OFFICIAL event
therefore, my lovely fren ain suggested we wear dresses
i tot it was a joke so i laughed
apperently not

aniwei,
i dunno wen im goin to wear it agn
coz i tink i dun realli look nice in it and made my arms look fatter
fortunately, its comfortable

for my frens, if ure shocked while readin to this, im not surprised
and its a good thing

/ 11:24 PM

hello to my fellow frens,
im working on my new website
im lookin forward to it
and i hope u too..

i know, i know, u guyz might think im crazy coz i shud be studyin or sumtin more useful..
tats becoz i AM crazy..
well, i will let u ppl know abt it

finally
more power to mtv!

/ 8:57 AM

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he-he-he

/ 5:54 PM

10 things that makes me nervous

1) guys wif very VERY deep voice ( i know, im weird )
2) numbers ( coz wen i see them, remidns me of math wic I HATE except for money )
3) *him* ( for those who knows me, u'll know who )
4) tokin wif guys ( agn, i know im weird. and i prevent ani eye contact wif them. does NOT include my brothers )
5) injecting my grandma ( she is diabetic mind u, and not injecting morphine ain )
6) sitting for exams ( i sumtimes develop cold sweat during the paper )
7) standing in a bus alone ( it feels like everyone is watchin )
8) walking home at night ( agn, feels like everyone is watchin )
9) an insect nearby ( shut up.. )
10) alone in a dark room full of silence ( enuf said )

/ 11:19 AM

oh yes, thx very much ain for helping me..
ure the reason i finally can put up pix in my bloggy!!
thx a bunch!!

/ 11:05 AM

is that wat i tot i see!!! NO! it cant be true!! this is AMAZING!!



yesterdae i wen to tuition.. so wat u sae?
here's wat...
wen i went into his hous..
and sat down..
while sitting down, i also try to catch my breath..
coz i tot i was late.. WHICH happen ALOT of times..
so.. while doin tat..
i look around.. tryin to relax..
and tryin to do tat
my heart starts to beat wildly and i swear i can feel it comin out
ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod i said to myself

wat happen u ask?

well my frens, i saw a WHOLE episode of Band of Brothers on his tv in a beautiful metal casing wif the band of brothers main logo carved in it
i couldnt blive my eyes at first..
so wen nearer to see it
and i was like
FUCK!

so wat? u ask agn..

well my frens, if u dun like tat show, imagine it is a WHOLE season of Gilmore Girls or Boston Public or Godfather movie
it is equivalent to tat
and i feel like hugging it
and deep down my heart i feel like cursing my tutor for owning tat beautiful and amazing show
for those who know me very well, that is one of my obsessions after chocolates
and i REALLi obsessed wif it..
coz i bought their soundtrack cd, and book..
and i have cut out pictures of them from mags and what-hav-u

im VERY sure i will get that wen i finally work
or get my driving liscence
or wen i already drive my Mini Cooper

i know, like u ppl even care

/ 10:52 AM

:: muzik craze baby ::

for the past few hours, ive been downloading songs..
and videos...
and songs..
and more of videos and songs

well, the onli reason i did coz i hav no more songs in 'My Music' folder
coz i burn it on cd...
and another reason is becoz my bro in law wans me to burn his cd wif songs of his choice
and its not an ez job mind u
oh heck, like u ppl even care :P

/ 10:01 AM

okie..
now tat im all awake and alive, i will tell e stuff happened yesterdae!!!
first and foremost, we met LOADS of cute guys..
and we name them, red shirt guy,blue shirt guy, orange shirt guy, macho guy and brown shirt guy. OH! not to forget, maddy guy.
and for me, i saw another guy wic i tink is cute, i name him, archie kao guy (coz he looks like him. if u guys dunno who is archie kao, he is from CSI.if it still doesnt ring a bell,then nvm)
and we met quite a number of EVGians (ew!) like hafiz,ruziyah,rabiatul and frens..
well, the main highlights of the outing is DEFINITELY the cute guys.. coz they are hard to forget!! :(
well of course, we had fun too!

esp for the ride in 'revolution'
me n zaida wen to search for a seat
so we went behind.. unfortunately, no seat at all..
so we made a FOOL of ourselves by goin round n round
im the end we got a seat in front wic everyone can see us
den i tried to sit, but the seat moved and hit me
the look of it had made everyone laughed, and the macho guy is there..
i laughed too.. hahaha
den zaida pushed me, i pushed her
so, after we sat, zaida was like
oh shit! my slippers! den she juz let her slippers fly to the floor
i mean, she could get out of the seat and put it on the floor in a civilsied way.. but nope!
yup.. we're waiting for the ride to start
wen suddenly an insect flew at my direction
so i screamed! and everyone laughed some mroe
i mean, i HATE insects! so i had to scream!
yah, it was REALLi embarrassiing u know.. esp wen there is a cute guy (ie. macho cum shades guy)

hehehehe but it was GREAT!! hahaha
haiz....
for those who are not there, im sori, we wud hav much more fun!!!!
maybe next time yah?

/ 9:44 PM

hehe yay!!
we had a class outing almost everyone was there..
i wish u guys were there, coz we will hav more fun!!

4e2 rock!!

/ 12:55 PM

OKAY.. right now im PISSED
first! TECHNICALLY my fone will be on business coz THEY (STARHUB ASSHOLES) said it will beon in 3 three daes
i know i failed emath but i KNOW how to count 3 daes from wednesdae
MEANING it SHUD be on TODAE
but NOOOOOooooooo.......
my sis called them up and they sae..
no no ma'am, it will be on in 7 working daes

i mean.. wat the FUCK?! THEy saed 3 daes! now 7!!!!!!!
i tink they are the ones who have problems wif numbers
SERIOUSLY, i wish i can go up to them and tell them off abt their reception, and how OUTDATED they could be
paying tru the SAM machine wud be faster..
BUT NOOOooooooooo
they sae it will take them a few more daes to actually accept the payment
starhub needs SOME HELP THERE...

okie, THAT realli pissed me off.. like TOTALLY off
i was pissed, but not this way off
hope U get the picture

im sure anione who pissed me off WILL get it..
NO SERIOUSLY...
i was pissed at someone and i shall not name who is it in order to save the person from embarrassment
all i have to tell the person is..


IM SAYING THIS ON THE BEHALF OF THOSE WHO DUN WAN TO SAE IT
N DOING ALL OF THEM A FAVOUR :
IM PATIENT WIF U AND TRYING REALLI HARD NOT TO HURT YOU..
BUT URE TOO MUCH ALREADY.. AND I HOPE THIS MSG WON MAKE U COMMIT SUICIDE
IF U DO, THEN IM SORIE, URE BEING PLAIN STUPID
JUS AN ADVICE FOR YOU SO THAT YOU WILL PULL TRU LIFE
AND STOP ASSUMING, AS IT ONLI PISSES ME OFF MORE BECOZ IM TRYIN HARD TO MAKE IT ALL BETTER
UNFORTUNATELY, URE NOT HELPING
SO.................SEEK THIS ADVICE
YOU'RE SIXTEEN.. MEANING, MORE MATURED.. THEREFORE..
DO ALL OF US A FAVOUR AND GROW UP PLEASE...

however, altoh im angry at u, no one hav the right to end our friendship
so!
i tink im all better now..
i shall go for jogging
oh wait no.. i will die..
ah hell, who cares rite? <-- an impression of that person who tinks no one cares abt the person and keeps on saying everyone hates the person

/ 12:16 PM

i juz finish watching a few episodes of gilmore girls
okie im not bragging or crap but i realli i hav some other peeps to watch wif coz i feel dumb laughing to myself
i get to watch coz someone lend it to me..
she actually dld e whole third season and burnt on cd

OH MYGOD!! I jus realised(or realized?) JK Rowling's fifth bk is out todae!!
okie not impt.

aniwei, i onli get to watch it until e 17th episode coz she forgot to bring the other 5 episodes..
awwww....
but nvm, now i shall make an effort to download it
yea! thx to technology and kazaa!

/ 12:12 PM

u know wat..
i think alot these daes
and i always remind myself to blog it
but now.. i cant remember anitin abt it
im becoming like dory from finding nemo
okie, maybe not tat bad
but still!!! i tink its a good thought and i wud like to blog it..
but.. too bad

/ 8:28 PM

nowadays, ive been having pains in my heart
its as toh sometin its being pierced tru it
and wen i try to gasp for air, it wud onli worsen e condition

wen tat 'attack' happens, i will avoid ani eye contact,
try not to tok or laugh,
my heart will cry of pain,
and i will hold my breath as long as it is 'safe' for me to re-breathe
scarie?
wait till u see it happens

and wen it happens, i will always have a flashback of e memories
yah, i made it sound as toh im goin to die
hell yeah i felt like tat

den wen e memory thingy happened,
i wanted to hug e ppl who made a difference in my life
friends and family

wen e attack ended
i release a sigh of relieve
and thank god for giving me a second chance

/ 8:09 PM

i was deeply in touch after reading 'A Walk To Remember' by Nicholas Sparks
whoever u had watched e movie, are SO advised (or adviced?) to check out the book..
and whoever cried while watching e movie, pls be reminded to grab a tissue box wen reading the book

and i wonder if it ever happen in real life
like a guy married her wen his 17 to make her dream come true
i tink it wud be very sweet and a memorable gift for her

wat do u tink?

/ 9:42 AM

** 3 guys, a girl and a love story **
based on a true story

once upon e time, there was this lucky girl who had 3 great guys to be her close frens
they were very close even toh she was e odd one out
we told each other jokes
altoh some of them were not farnie, we laughed aniwei

they were so close tat feelings of attraction starts to grow on her
one dae, she confess her love for him
but, things became awkward after tat, and she lost him and left with 2

we changed classes, and our friendship grew apart

another fine dae, one of them confess his love for her
she was shocked and do not know how to react
besides, he was like a brother to her
actually, deep inside, she too HAD feelings for him
but she tot it was ridiculous and was juz a crush
so, she told him she wasnt ready for ani serious relationship
feelings of hurt and guilt develops for him n her
she lied
they both ignore and prevent ani eye contact
she lost him

now, she is trying very hard not to make e same mistake, and lose him for she do not wan to end e friendship they started in a heartbreaking manner
she treats him like her brother and will try to talk to him, share wif him her thoughts and feelings as much as she can

meanwhile, she is goin tru a dilemma
feelings for e 2nd guy grew so much tat she couldnt fight it animore
every night, she ponders abt him
cried for wat had happened between and wished she could correct her mistakes
she hated e dreams she had coz it was him she dreamt

she sweared, one dae, she wud confess her love for him
and didnt wan anitin bak from him but onli for him to listen
she knew feelings of hatred had developed in him
but she didnt care
she deserve it
she wud go tru e stages he went
as long she had confess

her deepest desire is to make him know
how much she had missed his endless conversation wif him
her true feelings for him tat she had kept
tat she had lived a lie all along

/ 12:10 AM

me --> tired (=_=)

now at my sis hous..
juz came bak from KL
and i swear my feet is goin tru e most torturing moments ever
its sore and aching and crying of pain

and yup.. got some stuff for my deeeeaaarrr galfrens!!
hope u like it!!
*grinz*
and im so SO SO soriee if i din get for some of u guyz..
coz e car is like FULL
coz my lurvely nieces bought 2 MEGA SIZED powerpuff dolls
and some other stuff bought by moi! and sis
he-he

wen wif my sis family, bro-in-law's sis family (which makes her my sis-in-law),
and my brother...
e trip is a BOMB BABY!
meaning.. its FUN!
coz im there..
hehehe i know2, u guyz cant express it. so i make it easier to juz sae it

okie, right after i figure out how to put pics in blog (fine, i admit im not tat expert after all), i will put some of e trip pics here! yea!
haiz.. tired tired..
OH NO
i juz remembered there are homeworks..!! ARGH!
why is it even call 'THE HOLIDAYS' wen we're goin bak to school for extra class and craps
and e homeworks are called 'HOLIDAY HOMEWORK'
wassup with tat?!
urgh!
okok, i tink i shall keep up wif my beauty sleep now..
ciao!!

/ 5:56 PM

Methodist Girls' School


wat school in singapore are u suitable to go?
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WOAH...
i tink i shall stick to evg
coz there are guys
he-he

/ 5:06 PM

but realli...
why cant a girl juz go up to a guy and tell off her feelings for him?
hmm, probably fear of rejection
juz like anione else
but im sure,
HOW LONG ARE WE SUPPOSE TO HIDE THOSE TRUE FEELINGS?
oh! oh! i tink i hear applause
but REALLI
someone has got to do it
[looks around]
and its no one else but YOURSELF

there is no rule tat sae onli guyz can go and tell a girl his feelings
rite? rite?
well yah, so u go girls!

after actually CONFESSING (or e person confesses).. if he/she ignores u.. uve got to do somtin rite?
well, i know im goin tru tat shit now..
and i know, POSITIVELY know i HAVE to do sumtin abt it..
and i will..

i cant fight this feeling anymore.. CEH..
but realli, one dae, YOU have to throw it out..
and one dae i will have to throw it out to END this so-called game

/ 4:57 PM

[ Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson ]

her song...
is so...
i dunno how to sae it..

the song sort of related to me.. well partially
yah yah, some of u might tink im crapping..
but im serious
and please, take me seriously wen im serious

well, yah... like i said PARTIALLY of it is like SOO moi ..

by keeping her heart protected
she'll never ever feel rejected
little miss apprehensive
said mmm..
she fell in love

wats wif this feelin.. i mean, can ANYONE define the true meaning of LOVE ?
no cmon, tell me, i seriously dunno..
its more like a GAME than feelings
urgh!
lets forget and dun tok more abt it
Zilch
Labito

/ 4:33 PM

** reminicing abt the time ... **

i cant blive im still goin to sch this week..
wait !
[looks at sky thoughtfully]
isnt tats wat ive been doin for the past 4 yrs in this friggin sch?

so aniwei, im definitely lookin forward for fridae
coz im SO goin to have fun at KL
after e last class, im off home and off to KL
well DUH, i still hav to endure the next 3 daes for fridae to come...
(sigh)

/ 9:45 AM

im kinda bz this week and nex week..
and i dunno if i have the time to actually update the blog..
but i will try my best..

nex mondae is MT 'O' levels..
i wish all of my frens taking tat paper ALL the best and..
GAMBATTE!

/ 6:21 PM

Presenting, your Royal Highness, Princess Maziah ....

[gliding out of e door.... gracefully and calmly walking down e stairs.... and waved.... and ]

BUMP!!

oops! i tink i fell off e bed..
hehe silly me

[walk pass e mirror]
[stops abruptly]
[walk sloooowly bak to e mirror]
[make a careful,sloooow 90 deg right turn to e mirror]
[looks at e mirror]

GASP!!!!!

holy poop!
what is that beeeeautiful creature staring bak at me?!

[uncontrolable feelings of passion, excitement.. and.. passed out]

->END<-

/ 5:17 PM

fookin shit man..
i realli hav an attitude todae..
like DUH!! e malay extra class is like fookin NOISY man!!
like fookla all e ppl who make much fookin noise!
[try to calm down]

so aniwei, yesterdae din go to religious class
of course i din go purposely.....
i hav a bad sore throat or.. wat they call tonsil? er.. i tink so..
accompanied wif fever.
yah.. my throat is so freakin painful that it took me like 5 seconds to swallow my saliva
[ouch baby]
haiz..

and i cant blive malay o level paper is like next mondae
gosh..
if not (coz of e attack of SARS) it will be TODAE!!!
:'( this is so scarie!!!