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Sunday, November 30, 2003
♥azi / 8:37 PM

[[ i want love - elton john ]]

sawadikaaa..........!
jus came bak from my sis open house..
and im still upbeat n awake baby!!
today onli visited 3 houses (including sis's)
coz the rest of the time mum,dad n me wen buy stuff from geylang n arab street
i know.. geylang todae like so starhub
went there coz mom wans to buy a blue baju kurung for the wedding day
and found it!! yay! thanx to sultanah
awesome shop.. n lucky us, its offer.. so. phew!

went to arab street coz need to get basket for the friggin onions..
it is broken..
and my saggy grandma, so smart, go n cut it..
i seriously have no idea why she even tot of doin tat

den wen on to dad's fren's house.
god. he is HILARIOUS like goat man
so farnie..
i swear i feel like my boobs are growing wen i laughed
farnie

den off to tanglin to visit yayi pat ...
i feel so blessed wen he adviced my folks
i dunno.. so eased n blessed..
saying so holy stuff.. suddenly i saw the light.. ceh!
but.. all tat happened after 25 minutes later..
coz he was in the toilet,bathing..
den.. after bathe.. he went to pray..
GOD!! i waited like i could grow a beard n cut it n grow agn man!!!
so bloody long!!
of course ar.. he is quite old n sick..very sick

after tat..
wen straight to sis's house
met wif my bro in law's family.. like kak faridah etcetc
den kak lina came!! yay!!
its been ages since i saw her..
and she said i look round.. jus say gemuk kay.... argh!
other than tat.. its nice to meet her
as usual.. took photos.. so happie to see kak lina :D:D:D
den she said if i need any help wif applyin to JC, giv her a buzz..
haha
yah, tell SAJC i said goodbye
den met farhan.. chat wif him abt his grad dinner...
yada yada... yawn yawn..

so yes.. and im here
i tink i better prepare for some shows
and tink of wat colour to wear for tmr's rayaing
au revoir!!!



Saturday, November 29, 2003
♥azi / 11:35 PM

[[ medal of honour : rising sun ]]

okie.. the MOH game is very challenging n.. scary to me
i dun realli enjoy playing those kinda [genre] games
it scares me.. i dunno.. maybe the enemy jus pop out like its a toybox
but i enjoy playing it hehe
im more of the racing gamer [not tat i am a regular gamer..]
yah.. i enjoy playing the moto gp, midtown madness,n the ultimate pgr
haiz..
basically played xbox the whole dae todae

and at night wen to sum house at my area
the main reason is to send my-oops! i mean my bro's wedding cards
he he (-_-')
so yah..
im not realli properly n neatly dressed coz i was ttooooooooooooooo lazy to move my fat ass
den i din know we're goin to the 11th floor [hot guy]
so i was panic for a while coz im not nicely dresseed!!
crisis indeed!!
so luckily his dad not at home.. so, dun hav to go in
phew..

and yah, jus update my photoblog
i tink i shall con my homework yah?
alrighty!
ciaoz!!



♥azi / 11:19 PM

ATTENTION


okie.. to the ppl who were dying to see the pix tat i took at the outing..
now u can see it at my photoblog [check out at the links]
so yah.. enjoy!!!!



Friday, November 28, 2003
♥azi / 8:30 PM

:: thank god im a girl ::

hey ya!!
i had a blast todae
thx iggy n nJ darrrling!! hehekz
hung out wif them jus now..
and we sorta bot for each other grad gifts
and i LUUURRVVVVEEEE wat they bot for me
and i hope the same for wat i bot for u guys
*winks*
i will SO wear it on the 2nd n my bro's wedding

nJ bot for me a butterfly necklace
and iggy bot for me a butterfly ring
and they both bot for me another gift, wic is butterfly earrings to match wif all my butterfly xcessories
hehehe
dun ask me why butterflies, i love them
yah i know.. some of u dunno tat.. coz i dun realli tok abt it
so yay!!!
love them guys!!

i got for nJ a slammin butterfly necklace.. wic is different form mine but its totally nice coz u know.. I PICKED IT ahemz!
and iggy bot for her a bracelet.. very nice n sweeeeet!
as for iggy..
i got for him a wristband
and nJ n moi bot for him a 37 deg pencil case
it was lovely...

and of course..
we took neoprint and we look AWESSOOOMMME!!!
hehekz!
i'll post the pic as soon as i scan it yah?

oh yah!! we watched Duplex
it was a great movie
u shud SO watch it
it has a lil bit of every genre like suspense, humour,drama,mystery, and a lil horror
and yah..it was hilarious
i had a blast watchin it

hmmm im gonna be quite bz.. i hope i can cancel sum of the stuffz.. hehe
i need my rest too
but i know i SO cant cancel 2nd dec
*grinz*
alrighty.. i tink i need to play my new game!! PGR2.. yay!
ciaoz amigos!!




Thursday, November 27, 2003
♥azi / 11:51 PM

:: eh azi.. macam gemuk eh!!!! ::

todae.. nutin much happened
woke up.
eat breakfast.
played MM3.
watched TV.
rayaing...
and now im here.

truout the visiting.. not onli i was busy collecting money (hehekz), busy smsing
i mean cmon ppl.. i know u guys realli missed me
hehe
nola.. ppl need to book me u see.. very very bz girl as u can see from my dates
ahem ahem
OH YAH!!
tat reminds me of wat happened yesterdae
on the 6th my bro is getting married..
and my aunt tot it was petite, naive, cool, havoc not to mention YOUTHFUL ME!!!
like HELLOOOOOOO.. dun u READ the friggin card?
gosh!
shock of my life babez!
but oh well.. make me think for a bit hehe
*snapsnap*
bak to reality..

ok.. i gtg.. realli tired.. ciaoz!


Wednesday, November 26, 2003
♥azi / 8:41 AM

:: kau ibarat hembusan nafas terakhir ::

morning people!!!!!
i have no freakin idea why i woke up so early in the morning
i spose to wake up like 9 or 10 argh!
yesterdae went home ard 12.. and slept at 2am
crazy me...

im sorta waiting for the PAE thingy to be open
so i can register and get it done n over with
and this malay song is so stuck in my head!!
haiz.. so nice n sweet n loving n touching n.. u know wat i mean aight?

it feels so good to say tat i complete my sec life and waiting for my Os results..
its like the line of the day yesterdae
hehehe
and of course, the usual comments like
oooh!! uve grown!! minus the pinching of cheeks this time, but more of hugging hehekz
i mean like YA RIGHT.. ive not grown. so dun lie u arse! lucky ask for forgiveness
i am so bloodily short and they tell me ive grown.. argh!
but nvm.. at least they notice petite me :P

my poor second bro din join us yesterdae coz he is down wif the flu bug
:( poor lil doggies hehe
yesterdae's first dae was very unexpected.. i mean.. we woke up late.. left home late..
haiz...
i hope todae's visiting will be earlier

oh yah!! at the second last house..
my cuz all did the kompang thingy wen pengantin came wen my first bro enter their house
haha
it was cute n hilarious coz they dun have the real kompang and my cuz are all bigger size n taller than my bro
bigger n taller the rugby kind - i know.. tat means im a dwarf wen im wif them
i got all tat on video hehe
i was the official photographer
luckily got paid indirectly..

oh well..
im goin for my damned appointment later
and it simply means i cant eat happily one week from now :(
im goin to tighten my braces and im DYING to take it off..
some ppl din even know i wore them.. tats great news ...right?
of course it is!

okok yawn yawn
i need to screw the other friggin pc
its so idiotic!! and i cant transfer the pix
argh!!! frus you know.......
ok watever. i'll shut.. adieu!



Monday, November 24, 2003
♥azi / 4:34 PM

:: eid mubarak ::

hi!!!
in a few hours time.. it'll be hari raya!!
yay!!
so happy
and i decide to change my template
hehe french eh..

im goin to learn the basics
dun ask why i choose french.. its jus it
right now.. im sorta clearing some mess in the house..
and putting up new pin ups on my whiteboard and cupboard area
oh well..
update ya more!!
gtg!!

au revoir!!

ps: mind me.. im goin to type malay

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin saya ucapkan pada kesemua kaum muslimin n muslimat.. and also to my frens.. kalau azi terkasar bahasa or anything kurang ajar/kecilkan hati u all, azi mintak ampun, beribu-ribu ampun.. okie.. sori.. my malay hancur.. hope u all know wat i mean..
once agn.. selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin



Saturday, November 22, 2003
♥azi / 12:40 AM

:: we made history todae ::

haiz....
the Os are finally over..
i finally cant decide wat to do...
and i can finally lay my hands on the lovely Xbox ive been neglecting

as for the past few hours...
I HAD LOTS OF FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AR!!!!

the 4e2 malay peeps (minus nad :( ) went to Lau Pa Sat to break fast
thank god it wasnt tat packed
we had a great seat and order great great fooood
we took loads of pics (and i mean LOADS)
and im DYING to show u guys at my photo blog
but, the friggin comp won let me coz im not at my comp
argh! ok, lets move on

after tat, we head to cavenagh bridge.
my gosh, it is so beautiful.
very nice soothing lights, great scenery of the river...
accompanied with fullerton hotel.
a big WOW. i was speechless for a minute coz,it was realli beautiful.
we took more pictures annnnnnnnnnd i took a pic wif someone.
not so important SO MOVING ON...

we're planning to go bowling.. but in the end we sorta walk round n round took the train up n down...
and suddenly a handsome creature appeared out of the train
haiz..
a brunette ang moh (eee! so cheena) guy cam out n smiled and carved a stunning deep tunnel dimple
i SWEAR i almost fainted
not only i get to see a beautiful scenery at the bridge, this creature came along too
it was worthwhile
*sigh*
den head to marina sq to bowl..
zaida n me spoke italian to keep our energy n momentem goin
we SO need to make a video one dae hehe
but in the den we decided to go to the orchid park ctry club BUT there wasnt enuf time
so in the end we head home
and took some more pictures in e train
and made a deafening noise (okie, not to TAT extent ya..) too
it was a great great GREAT time

i dun mind doin this EVERY month coz its such a great adventure
and it wud be n excuse to keep the cam working
teehee
maybe shud head to town n hit the cinema or sumtin
i cant wait for more of these!!!

as for the nex few weeks
we're so goin rayaing (4e1 & 4e2 malay peeps)!!!
bring along ur cams and plasters (in case of blisters)
more update on tat
gosh! so many stuff goin on!
my bro's wedding is still in the process of prep
house in a mess coz bro jus moved his stuff out to his new hommies ya'll

and rite now.. i feel like enjoyin the rest of the night
coz i cant accept the fact tat Os are over
and i jus had the greatest crazy trip todae
thx guys :)

hope we'll do this more often



Friday, November 21, 2003
♥azi / 11:45 AM

oh yes ain...



HaPpiE hApPieEeE


BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



hope u like ur prez :D





Wednesday, November 19, 2003
♥azi / 4:12 PM



tis hilary duff is so freakin lucky
not onli she gets to owns as many LV bags, buy lots lots of shoes, have at least 1 Gucci hat and tons of make up..
but also get to be ard other great ppl like tom welling
haiz..
so jealous..
wat to do.

at least i can walk out of my hous carefreely without paparazzis
duh. like they know i exist -_-


Tuesday, November 18, 2003
♥azi / 6:22 PM

--<-@ the heart has its reasons, the reasons will never know @->--

holla!!!
im home after the chem paper
and im feelin so EXCITED for this fridae and the upcoming days
coz we (the 4e2 malay peeps) had plane lots of stuff
the buka thingy.. raya plan.. my bro's wedding.. and also the chalet..
i cant blive we have many stuff to do man!!
yay!
my gosh..
i cant blive im goin to be done wif my Os
i cant blive it
nex will be hari raya
arr!! im so psyched!!!

[[ And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels ]]


okok im goin to make a list of things im goin to do after the Os
1. clean my wardrobe
2. clean my bookshelves
3. clear my hard drive
4. place new stuff on my whiteboard
5. complete my games
6. sleep like one pig
7. learn basic French n driving thingy
8. redo my PATHETIC website
9. watch movies and shop babies!!!
10. okay.. maybe try to fig out a job.. prolly tuition pri sch kids. ive been thinkin abt it.. but i dunno if parents wud wan ppl like us..


[[ Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly ]]


well.. at the same time.. kinda sad
sad the fact tat we're goin to be separated after 4 yrs
as for myself.. loads of stuff i learn and experience
i tot i cant get along wif the ppl coz im all the way from the western side of this lil island
like all of the other seniors of the sch,
we've gone tru lots of shits,
lame arguments,
tears we've shed,
bonds and deep friendship created,
and (i cant deny this) the love we share.

[[ As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever ]]


i hope wherever we are later in this small world, we'll meet agn


Sunday, November 16, 2003
♥azi / 7:58 PM

jus had buka..
and im so so so SO looking forward for nex week
and it will be here in a few hours time
im welcoming u wif open open arms baby! (like we have a choice not to.. -_-)

gosh.
rugby match jus now was jus breath taking
not the get-weak-in-the-knees kinda breath taking
its more like a ok-they-are-goin-to-kick-his-balls-and-win-the-bloody-game-and-send-the-frenchboys-back-to-eat-their-croissant kinda breath taking
it was great
it is definitely better than yesterday's match
it was quite a disappoinment
and my tutor wore the wallabies jersey
im like WATEVER.. urgh!

oh well.. i tink i better take a nice cooling bath and hit the books agn
au revoir!



♥azi / 3:18 PM

:: i'll see ya wen i see ya ::

in the end.. i din go for my haflah
he he
i bet i can buy the bks nex yr and get my report bk

jus finish tuition
so sad im not goin to see them
they have been a great company
and HE TOKED TO ME!
no. not whoever u all think it is
my tutor's hot bro..
haiz....
if onli i can stop the time.. it will be like that
haiz.. haiz...

okok bak to reality
tmr's my geo paper
wat else can i sae? jus hope i'll not screw it up
*cross fingers*
im so excited man.. i jus cant wait for all these pain n agony to end!!!
arrrr!!!

oh yes.. haha yesterdae had a blast wif the other bitch AKA Zaida
we studied chem @ sch.. for ard erm.. 1 n half hour..
den we head to CWP to catch Le Divorce
the storyline is quite straightforward.. but the other things happening in the movie makes it very confusing
maybe u guys shud catch it..
in the theatre.. MY GOD.. someone farted
no SERIOUSLY.. WE ALL can tell its a fart
i mean seriously man.. LOL.. we both tried like shit not to laugh loudly..
sorta waited for a funny part in the movie den we laugh our tits off
den we head to library.. on the way there, we looked ard at the stuff they have they.. my gosh.. its so nice!!!!! so tempting man
den zaida realised she left her fone at the cinema.. so ya... we head bak there and get it..
on the way to get it.. sumtin embarassing happened to me
its so embarasing
im not goin to say it here
its jus.. gosh.. embarassing
my reputation is ruined permanently
period.

oh well.. now i tink i better get my brains do the work for geo.
tash!!



Friday, November 14, 2003
♥azi / 7:34 PM

it is quite interesting how ppl remember other ppl
my mom n dad was tryin to figure out names from my old town, clementi, to invite them to my bro's wedding..

my mom went like..
"eh, ingat tak orang yg tingkat 3, abeh anaknyer semuueeeeer pompuan?" | "eh, do u remember the person who lived in the 3rd floor who had allll female children?"

while my dad went...
"alah....saper eh... yg bini nyer tinggi2, abeh suaminyer pendek2 tu.." | alah... who is that... the wife is tall-tall, den the hubby is short-short.."

its quite hilarious wen u come to tink of it
hehe
imagine the nex time i wan to invite some of u guys..
back then, u were labelled as 'cicak'?
hehe

as for me.. i dunno..
i have quite a handful of names
;)



♥azi / 11:36 AM

yo yo movie-goers,

hilary duff, tom welling, ashton kutcher and some other great ppl are in the same movies called Cheaper By The Dozen.. check out the trailer babes!!

mike myers is back but in Dr. Seuss movie .. take a sneek peak and have a hulla luffs

join The Boy Who Lived wif the prisoner of azkaban.. definitely wif more n greater but darker adventures.. david radcliffe has a deeeper voice and Hemoine Granger looks better than ever.. something wicked this way comes

he he
how abt tat.. am i a potential advertiser or wat.. (rrrright)
yah.. there'll be great and coool movies coming our way nex yr ppl!!
Scooby Doo 2, Shrek 2., Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban..
i know i cant.. cant cant CANT wait for HP
hold on to ur wands!!!!

u can check out the movie trailers of other movies at my links ya..


♥azi / 9:07 AM

:: diamonds are a girl's best friend ::

okaayy...
i onli manage to read up on periodic table yesterdae even toh im out wif my mom..
i know im not supposed to be out.. but like who friggin care right?
and im out all coz i need to buy my rubber bands for the friggin teeth
yah i know, the metal is not enuf.. it needs rubber bands
urgh

so well.. instead of heading straight home, im off to IMM
den that's wen stuff get a bit fun...
he he
mom bought for me new clothes and stuff
wen i try on one of them.. it makes me feel erm..
how to i sae this..
OLD.. haha i dunno.. maybe its jus my feelings
realli!! haiz..

but it kinda scares me.
i dunno i feel tat i dun wana burden her
coz she has the bills to keep her pocket burning..
yah.. so i kinda scared to ask her for stuff
watever it is, she bought for me.. thx a bunch
den i see it as source of motivation
since she buy for me these stuff.. i'll have to help her out and not let her down

yay go me

so, todae doin chem for half a day.. den i'll do amaths for another half..
i jus cant study at night man..
i jus cant
tat kinda sad toh hehe

argh! cant blive its already fridae
must make full use of tmr and sunday
but i tink i'll kiss sundae goodbye
morning have tuition.. afternoon have haflah @ madrasah till 5pm
tat leaves me wif the lurvely sleepy nightie wic i doubt i can open my beeeauuitfooool eyes (rright)

darn it!
oh well.. lets see how stuff goes
im outie lil people!!



Monday, November 10, 2003
♥azi / 4:42 PM

:: photoblog ::

i jus have my own erm.. u can call it photoblog..
yah..
since im not so free to type watever i say, i tink i can do it tru photos..
so, check out my photoblog at my links..

and maybe u can check this one out
awesome one
and.. live from baghdad.

period.


♥azi / 2:37 PM

[[reailty bites *shines braces*]]

okie.. u know wat..
SCREW 21st NOV!!!
after amaths paper 1 = half freedom

*hugs monitor*
*humping on monitor*


okieeee.... maybe shudnt type tat down yah? :P

so wassup babies!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz... i feel like i can breathe after amaths paper 1
not like i did REALLY well.. in fact, it was perpetously disgusting
well, u know wat i mean

one word to describe the past papers = SO YESTERDAY ( rrite.. i tink tats 2 words )
haiz...
so syok...
one week.. (okie maybe 6 days from now) of revision..
muahah no seriously.. maybe i wana head town to shop for one dae
and back to hit the books baby!!

oh yah! i cant blive Os gonna leave in 11 days :(
hahah yah rite!
im sad coz Os is ending?!!
tats like sad coz i buy Mini Cooper at $1000!!

as u ppl may have known, im a VERRRIE busy lady *ahem*
wen i bid Os goodbye, im booked to help out for my bro's wedding
hallelujah baby!!
im SO excited!!!!

*jumps & squeals *

yeah yeah!gonna have new niece and nephew!! yeah yeah!
errr........ rite rite

alrighty, i tink i shud TOTALLY do sumtin more useful like dld songs
ciaoz!!