shit. why do i ALWAYS does things that makes me feel shitty and depressed.
smart move, arifah. smart move.
♥azi / 12:13 AM
8th april 2007 - that was the last time i acted. it was at NAFA during the National Drama Comp with The Delshads. pop by NYP to see the StageArters, sort of an advance visit cos i wont be able to make it for their Drama Nite this Friday. seeing them rehearsing had got me craving to act. and yes, i really missed it. sigh.
and being around StageArters, ladies & gentlemen, would be the highlight for the day.
it's a great feeling to be around people you know, you love and who feel the same way about drama. anyhow, it was great to see you guys :) will post photos next time.
all the best & have fun! ;)
Sunday, October 28, 2007
♥azi / 3:21 AM
3rd night. and surviving ya'll. gona have code blue drill on monday, thats like, post night. bagus eh, finish night shift terus go for code blue test.
i'll be filled with ENERGY! rrrrite.
even now, im gona be zonked. basically, went out raya-ing this aftnn, after my night. manage to catch 2hrs of sleep, and im off to work! yes, superwoman kaaaan. tapi superwoman powers are wearing off.
i should be home playing with lil cutie yazid!! bleah.
and i conclude, the EASIEST ecg to interpret is, asystole.
google it if you wana know how it looks like. trust me, it's easier than PEA or AF or VT. excuse the jargons. cant help it.
Friday, October 26, 2007
♥azi / 9:43 AM
ahh, i feel great after successfully taking blood and setting IV plug for a patient at 6am in the morning. truly satisfied and contented and powerful and in total control. no words can explain when the sight of blood gushing into the tube. like, totally balls.
oh, i love the morning dew, the sun, and the morning rush. partly because, im not rushing to work. heh.
and i love azmi.
=)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
♥azi / 4:43 PM
jus feel like posting this foto. alya HAS to spoil it.
what to do, sape yang ajar? lalala.
Friday, October 19, 2007
♥azi / 3:53 PM
alamak. super annoying nyer. there's a noisy bird at my area. like, really noisy. i duno how to describe the noise it's making. and VERY loud.
i love the sound of nature. but THIS is ...... grrr!!!
it's illegal to shoot birds, right?
there it goes agaaaiiinn. diam lar, tolong diaamm. pergi lar terbang kat Jurong Bird Park ke, KL ke or something.. go far far away. pleaseeee...
♥azi / 10:03 AM
it was very spontaneous. and it was a great achievement. now i truly feel the most talented lady ever. hahah! okay, sudah, i'll stop praising myself. oh, with the help of my nieces, it all went alright.. except there is a lil mess here n there. oh heck. i let my obsession for neatness pass.
i wanted to go with pure white. like, cotton white. like, white milk. ok, i think you get it. but, entah. last minute change mind. haha.
den i thought no one will be comin, oh boy i was SO wrong. we really rushing like mad cleaning and putting the things back in place. and i was thinkin the person better come siak. if not, really gt Punk'D. so rearrange the furniture and it looks bigger lar! like, can golek-golek. serious! now my wall is soooo bright and clean, i can detect a lipas or cicak or a goddamn beetle instantly!
sigh. cumer orang giler yang paint rumah during raya.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
♥azi / 12:31 AM
Yesterday was, HOWA Day!
I also did my hair. Wakak~ My mom sponsor, cos she loved how i looked with that particular hair color. So, back to that. Heh.
THEN! met the McLovin' and watched Resident Evil. if i were to watch alone, i'll be so stressed that i'll have headache and i'll need to take Panadol Extra stat! urgh. but it's not bad. i just wished the hot girl from the previous Resident Evil were on. Then i can have a reason to drool.
Lalala.
Wah, then someone superconfident to the max that today Superbad will be on. Hehe. In the end, superpunk'd. So, after much whining and negotiating (plus multiple times mispronounced words, maybe excited kot. HAHA), we end up at ..... IKEA Tampines!
Damn drama lar. cos raining, den ran in the rain, lucky dont have palm trees. Ikea-Shopping with McLovin' power. Very organised, i like. HAHA. OH! you know when you need to get your furnitures from the racks near the cashier? The racks all, reminds me of a scene at Monsters Inc. the one with many doors.
I feel like was in a cartoon. I felt like i was "Boo", cute and cuddly.
HA! i know, belah-lar. Diam korangs.
ps: Apakah itu HOWA Day? go figure. =p pps: Yes, i still look very bulat. I blame the MegaHeadphones. ppps: Happy 10th babeh!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
♥azi / 11:59 PM
Alright, first day of raya was .... CHAOS.
1) Janji Melayu nak kluar rumah, tak terkeluar. people jus REFUSE to let us out and do our share of visiting until 4.30pm. kanasai. nasib baik kasi duit, if not, watch out. CEH! hahaha.
2) Iya Bu, Mahu Ice Lagi? No maid lah dey. I feel the most talented woman. I drive, slice, wash plates, serve, cut, stir, siang, tuang, nangis, whine, memberut, meyumpah .. EH nolar, not to THAT extent. but you get what i mean. My mom is OBSESSED with ice. so, if you want to lend a hand, just get ice. LOADS OF ICE. ahem, azmi, score points here =p
3) P-Plate driver with Heels On Yes, i drove in heels. HA. this year's raya lain sikit, cos they've "volunteered" me to be the drebar for my dad's car. yang lain sumer protect kereta sendiri, maklumlah still newbie katerkan. but i was a damn safe driver okay! im so safe, that i asked my parents to put on their seat belts whenever they are in the car.
ok thats a lie. aku mintak maaf zahir dan batin.
alah, im just a safe driver lar. fuck, why am i so defensive? let's just say im safer than Nurul Haya, teman ku dari Masjid Darussalam. Amin.
4) Leaving Trails of Kuah Satay it was a pretty eventful first day, cos the highlight was, when my mom (okay this is pretty gross, make sure you didnt just had your dinner. thank you) got some vomit on her tudung (JENG JENG JENG). no, its not a kid's vomit, it's my uncle la! apparently, cannot tahan anymore, and was one step closer (cheh!) to the toilet. den left some trail of ... undigested food.
5) Bilang betul-betul kerjer department ape. "Ye lar, betul la tu. Kalau tak bedek kasi duit raya, set?" Hehe. i know, shameless. oh, the expression on people's face when i told them im working was priceless. and the expression on their face when i told them im working in a cancer department ward was ... -starts swinging bra- HAHAHA! oh well, what can i say, there are people who enjoy working there OH-kay!
i'll stop membebel-ing now.
Oh, second day of raya lagi teruk. We gave up trying to leave the house.
Friday, October 12, 2007
♥azi / 11:53 PM
I'm feeling like a man today. No, I didn't watch football. nor did I was looking at girls.
but doing ALL the things that usually my bro does like, putting up curtains, putting the cadar, driving my mom around, wash the fans ... etc etc etc.
wah, like, i feel like a superwoman. at the back of my mind, i was imagining someone might collapse and in need of a CPR, and voila! there's a CPR certified person. not only that, the person is a nurse! so i'd drop my things aside and rescue the person.
macam so drama.
but yes, i was having that thought while i was whisking the egg whites.
Anyhow, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims!! And to my dearest friends/family, sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I apologise for any wrong doings (accidental and/or purposely heh heh).
i love you all! and especially to you ;)
waahhhh first time seh beraya dengan bf! feeeweeett!
♥azi / 12:05 AM
i have LOADS to update. but now im too sleepy. and im on a LONG break from work!
WOOHOO!
till the 20th that is. yes ah!! looking forward more azmi-time.
=D
Sunday, October 07, 2007
♥azi / 10:32 PM
sudah lah. i give up.
i think it's time for me to make new friends, and go out with new people.
♥azi / 9:52 AM
major spring cleaning yesterday. HAA. and i found some card i received, brings back bitter/sweet memories. sigh. ceeeh. hehe. now the room is SO clean and neat, i dn feel like entering till raya. yeah rite, like THAT will happen. oh, the curtains will have to wait. lazy lar.
Process of cleaning
Voila!
Saturday, October 06, 2007
♥azi / 1:02 AM
yazid so cute rite?
and the other reason i post this pic is cos of my bro's veins. if you see your forearm has smiliar "characteristics" to my bro's, like protruding out or visible, please give me a call. cos i need volunteers to allow me to take blood/cannulate. if yours confirm are like my bro's, i promise you, i'll only poke ONCE.
thank you for your cooperation.
---
oi, i was just joking ar. even if you have good veins, good for you. dont call me. i dont want to poke you, leaving you with bruises. and the next thing i know, im sued. tamade.
but seriously, i need to complete my competency! stat!
♥azi / 12:32 AM
last thursday marks the MOST emotional day at work by far. argh.
moving on, i survived geylang trip with McJedi! wakaka~ should have taken a lil photo of us at geylang. cos first time maahhh. HAA! ok shut up. BUT i have to go there AGAIN cos my mom asked me to get my baju kurung, same color as hers. she said, lazy want to go. FANTASTIC.... hahah. this time round, im going to grab a kebab too.
so, it was the official first buka with the WHOLE family yday. yes,with all my siblings and their gang. mom and dad ajak McJedi too. ah ye larh, of course. but he has his plans. so i saved you arrhhh =p
anyway, lil yazid was a lil cranky. prolly cos we're a LOUD crowd. contributed mostly by syukri. hehehe. and maybe that scared him a lil. poor fella.
and i got myself a new camera!! woohoo!! no, not SLR. jus a normal digicam. SLR will appear when i'm gona start travelling. or something like that... ;) seeing all the kids in the house, and how tired my bro/sis are, makes me think if i really want (the number) kids. hmmm. time will tell, next time. hee
Monday, October 01, 2007
♥azi / 11:11 PM
wah super busy to the max max maxxxxx today..... but syiok. time really flies man.
wahahah!
oh, McJedi really made my day yesterday.
-HUGEEEEEEEEEE SMILEEEEEEEEE-
heheh.
ps: Mr. M came today. doodeedoo.
♥ azi
and as a profession, I am a follower of Florence Nightingale.
shit. why do i ALWAYS does things that makes me feel shitty and depressed.
smart move, arifah. smart move.
/ 12:13 AM
8th april 2007 - that was the last time i acted. it was at NAFA during the National Drama Comp with The Delshads. pop by NYP to see the StageArters, sort of an advance visit cos i wont be able to make it for their Drama Nite this Friday. seeing them rehearsing had got me craving to act. and yes, i really missed it. sigh.
and being around StageArters, ladies & gentlemen, would be the highlight for the day.
it's a great feeling to be around people you know, you love and who feel the same way about drama. anyhow, it was great to see you guys :) will post photos next time.
all the best & have fun! ;)
Sunday, October 28, 2007
/ 3:21 AM
3rd night. and surviving ya'll. gona have code blue drill on monday, thats like, post night. bagus eh, finish night shift terus go for code blue test.
i'll be filled with ENERGY! rrrrite.
even now, im gona be zonked. basically, went out raya-ing this aftnn, after my night. manage to catch 2hrs of sleep, and im off to work! yes, superwoman kaaaan. tapi superwoman powers are wearing off.
i should be home playing with lil cutie yazid!! bleah.
and i conclude, the EASIEST ecg to interpret is, asystole.
google it if you wana know how it looks like. trust me, it's easier than PEA or AF or VT. excuse the jargons. cant help it.
Friday, October 26, 2007
/ 9:43 AM
ahh, i feel great after successfully taking blood and setting IV plug for a patient at 6am in the morning. truly satisfied and contented and powerful and in total control. no words can explain when the sight of blood gushing into the tube. like, totally balls.
oh, i love the morning dew, the sun, and the morning rush. partly because, im not rushing to work. heh.
and i love azmi.
=)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
/ 4:43 PM
jus feel like posting this foto. alya HAS to spoil it.
what to do, sape yang ajar? lalala.
Friday, October 19, 2007
/ 3:53 PM
alamak. super annoying nyer. there's a noisy bird at my area. like, really noisy. i duno how to describe the noise it's making. and VERY loud.
i love the sound of nature. but THIS is ...... grrr!!!
it's illegal to shoot birds, right?
there it goes agaaaiiinn. diam lar, tolong diaamm. pergi lar terbang kat Jurong Bird Park ke, KL ke or something.. go far far away. pleaseeee...
/ 10:03 AM
it was very spontaneous. and it was a great achievement. now i truly feel the most talented lady ever. hahah! okay, sudah, i'll stop praising myself. oh, with the help of my nieces, it all went alright.. except there is a lil mess here n there. oh heck. i let my obsession for neatness pass.
i wanted to go with pure white. like, cotton white. like, white milk. ok, i think you get it. but, entah. last minute change mind. haha.
den i thought no one will be comin, oh boy i was SO wrong. we really rushing like mad cleaning and putting the things back in place. and i was thinkin the person better come siak. if not, really gt Punk'D. so rearrange the furniture and it looks bigger lar! like, can golek-golek. serious! now my wall is soooo bright and clean, i can detect a lipas or cicak or a goddamn beetle instantly!
sigh. cumer orang giler yang paint rumah during raya.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
/ 12:31 AM
Yesterday was, HOWA Day!
I also did my hair. Wakak~ My mom sponsor, cos she loved how i looked with that particular hair color. So, back to that. Heh.
THEN! met the McLovin' and watched Resident Evil. if i were to watch alone, i'll be so stressed that i'll have headache and i'll need to take Panadol Extra stat! urgh. but it's not bad. i just wished the hot girl from the previous Resident Evil were on. Then i can have a reason to drool.
Lalala.
Wah, then someone superconfident to the max that today Superbad will be on. Hehe. In the end, superpunk'd. So, after much whining and negotiating (plus multiple times mispronounced words, maybe excited kot. HAHA), we end up at ..... IKEA Tampines!
Damn drama lar. cos raining, den ran in the rain, lucky dont have palm trees. Ikea-Shopping with McLovin' power. Very organised, i like. HAHA. OH! you know when you need to get your furnitures from the racks near the cashier? The racks all, reminds me of a scene at Monsters Inc. the one with many doors.
I feel like was in a cartoon. I felt like i was "Boo", cute and cuddly.
HA! i know, belah-lar. Diam korangs.
ps: Apakah itu HOWA Day? go figure. =p pps: Yes, i still look very bulat. I blame the MegaHeadphones. ppps: Happy 10th babeh!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
/ 11:59 PM
Alright, first day of raya was .... CHAOS.
1) Janji Melayu nak kluar rumah, tak terkeluar. people jus REFUSE to let us out and do our share of visiting until 4.30pm. kanasai. nasib baik kasi duit, if not, watch out. CEH! hahaha.
2) Iya Bu, Mahu Ice Lagi? No maid lah dey. I feel the most talented woman. I drive, slice, wash plates, serve, cut, stir, siang, tuang, nangis, whine, memberut, meyumpah .. EH nolar, not to THAT extent. but you get what i mean. My mom is OBSESSED with ice. so, if you want to lend a hand, just get ice. LOADS OF ICE. ahem, azmi, score points here =p
3) P-Plate driver with Heels On Yes, i drove in heels. HA. this year's raya lain sikit, cos they've "volunteered" me to be the drebar for my dad's car. yang lain sumer protect kereta sendiri, maklumlah still newbie katerkan. but i was a damn safe driver okay! im so safe, that i asked my parents to put on their seat belts whenever they are in the car.
ok thats a lie. aku mintak maaf zahir dan batin.
alah, im just a safe driver lar. fuck, why am i so defensive? let's just say im safer than Nurul Haya, teman ku dari Masjid Darussalam. Amin.
4) Leaving Trails of Kuah Satay it was a pretty eventful first day, cos the highlight was, when my mom (okay this is pretty gross, make sure you didnt just had your dinner. thank you) got some vomit on her tudung (JENG JENG JENG). no, its not a kid's vomit, it's my uncle la! apparently, cannot tahan anymore, and was one step closer (cheh!) to the toilet. den left some trail of ... undigested food.
5) Bilang betul-betul kerjer department ape. "Ye lar, betul la tu. Kalau tak bedek kasi duit raya, set?" Hehe. i know, shameless. oh, the expression on people's face when i told them im working was priceless. and the expression on their face when i told them im working in a cancer department ward was ... -starts swinging bra- HAHAHA! oh well, what can i say, there are people who enjoy working there OH-kay!
i'll stop membebel-ing now.
Oh, second day of raya lagi teruk. We gave up trying to leave the house.
Friday, October 12, 2007
/ 11:53 PM
I'm feeling like a man today. No, I didn't watch football. nor did I was looking at girls.
but doing ALL the things that usually my bro does like, putting up curtains, putting the cadar, driving my mom around, wash the fans ... etc etc etc.
wah, like, i feel like a superwoman. at the back of my mind, i was imagining someone might collapse and in need of a CPR, and voila! there's a CPR certified person. not only that, the person is a nurse! so i'd drop my things aside and rescue the person.
macam so drama.
but yes, i was having that thought while i was whisking the egg whites.
Anyhow, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims!! And to my dearest friends/family, sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I apologise for any wrong doings (accidental and/or purposely heh heh).
i love you all! and especially to you ;)
waahhhh first time seh beraya dengan bf! feeeweeett!
/ 12:05 AM
i have LOADS to update. but now im too sleepy. and im on a LONG break from work!
WOOHOO!
till the 20th that is. yes ah!! looking forward more azmi-time.
=D
Sunday, October 07, 2007
/ 10:32 PM
sudah lah. i give up.
i think it's time for me to make new friends, and go out with new people.
/ 9:52 AM
major spring cleaning yesterday. HAA. and i found some card i received, brings back bitter/sweet memories. sigh. ceeeh. hehe. now the room is SO clean and neat, i dn feel like entering till raya. yeah rite, like THAT will happen. oh, the curtains will have to wait. lazy lar.
Process of cleaning
Voila!
Saturday, October 06, 2007
/ 1:02 AM
yazid so cute rite?
and the other reason i post this pic is cos of my bro's veins. if you see your forearm has smiliar "characteristics" to my bro's, like protruding out or visible, please give me a call. cos i need volunteers to allow me to take blood/cannulate. if yours confirm are like my bro's, i promise you, i'll only poke ONCE.
thank you for your cooperation.
---
oi, i was just joking ar. even if you have good veins, good for you. dont call me. i dont want to poke you, leaving you with bruises. and the next thing i know, im sued. tamade.
but seriously, i need to complete my competency! stat!
/ 12:32 AM
last thursday marks the MOST emotional day at work by far. argh.
moving on, i survived geylang trip with McJedi! wakaka~ should have taken a lil photo of us at geylang. cos first time maahhh. HAA! ok shut up. BUT i have to go there AGAIN cos my mom asked me to get my baju kurung, same color as hers. she said, lazy want to go. FANTASTIC.... hahah. this time round, im going to grab a kebab too.
so, it was the official first buka with the WHOLE family yday. yes,with all my siblings and their gang. mom and dad ajak McJedi too. ah ye larh, of course. but he has his plans. so i saved you arrhhh =p
anyway, lil yazid was a lil cranky. prolly cos we're a LOUD crowd. contributed mostly by syukri. hehehe. and maybe that scared him a lil. poor fella.
and i got myself a new camera!! woohoo!! no, not SLR. jus a normal digicam. SLR will appear when i'm gona start travelling. or something like that... ;) seeing all the kids in the house, and how tired my bro/sis are, makes me think if i really want (the number) kids. hmmm. time will tell, next time. hee
Monday, October 01, 2007
/ 11:11 PM
wah super busy to the max max maxxxxx today..... but syiok. time really flies man.
