alrite, 2004 has been the bomb. a few experiences i shant forget are definitely entering MI, winning footdrill competition (and gettin friggin tan mind you...),the Os results, my first job in banyan tree, entering nursing, the first attachment (and was threatened to get sued), Ust Taufiq left us, my first production in StageArts (Alumni Nite) and above all - meetin/making new frens whom ive been keeping in touch...
some political issues or disasters that had affected the world. bird flu, endless elections, in memory of Yasser Arafat and recently is the killer waves.
well yeah, 2004 has been a helluva year. a memorable 17th birthday too. i gotta hand it to my mom and ain. =)
2005 will be here soon. i believe in starting a fresh year. ie. forget the old. a few hours ago, something happened between my fren and i. i was extremely mad at him. but i was being unfair coz i didnt hear wat he have to say; and i selfishly bombarded him with anger. if you're reading this, consider it forgotten.
rite, so.. happie new year all... :)
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
♥azi / 11:45 PM
all i know theres no point waiting for 12am to choose my electives. coz i know for sure its either the bloody system is under maintenance or ... its bloody jammed. but its worth a try.
so anyway, i cant wait for school. like seriously cannot wait.
oh oh, tmr gna send donation to RC house for the tsunami victims. den goin nyp for TMT practice. prolly check out the nursing notes (if they are already out den can buy them). after tat will be headin back to woodlands to meet with the RC gang for dinner.
lookin forward coz it may be the last gathering before the school starts. but i doubt it'll be last, coz these bunch of ppl will always meet up no matter wat. and their endless mahjong craze.
hmm, some things have changed. quite unusual coz not used to it. but i welcome them; its good to have changes around. when theres changes, there wil be something else replacing it and stays with you in a period of time right? for my case, it keeps on changing,and nothing stays.
you dont geddit? yeah, i thought so too.
Monday, December 27, 2004
♥azi / 10:59 PM
oh dear god of mine, i plea to you safety for everyone especially to my loved ones.more importantlyto the people in those areas affected by tsunami.
amin.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
♥azi / 10:17 PM
been readin articles on time.com and here's an interesting one.
10 things we learned about blogs Blogging can get you fired Bloggers get scoops too Most bloggers are women Bloggers can be fakers Bloggers make money ... and you find out the other 5here.
its pretty interesting if you really have nothing much to do. no really, it is! you guys can check out the person of the year(not surprise who was it), in memoriam, or even some best + worst in the arts & entertainment.
♥azi / 9:33 PM
merry xmas to all! esp those who realli celebrate xmas.
done cleaning my drawers n almari.
bring it on 2005!!!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
♥azi / 1:03 PM
so, its 2 days to xmas. and i stil haven do ani shopping for it. hahaha wat am i kidding? i dun celebrate de. but i do need to clean my friggin wardrobe and drawers before sch starts. omg. juz got the nex sem's timetable, its ..... horrible.
eeeyy, waddup waddup pussies. itz bob here and im smelling my socks. *sniff* hmm, smells like overgrown fungus.
anw, the timetable is like .. freakishly eww can. super long hours of break.. den 1 hr lecture la. macam bodoh mangkuk kan. and its not every wk i end at 7 on thurs n fri. friday is like ferk lorrr... end at 6pm everywk. juuus wat i need wen im lookin forward to a wkend *rolls eyes*
NOOOOOOoooO!!! come here you ungrateful priest!
as you can see, i am goin crazy coz boredom contained me.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
♥azi / 10:44 PM
Umberto Eco: The Name of the Rose. You are a mystery novel dealing with theology, especially with catholic vs liberal issues. You search wisdom and knowledge endlessly, feeling that learning is essential in life.
yes, i am so back from kl. and i miss home so mucccchhhhh....!!!!! i swear wen i saw the signboard that says 'Singapura 54km', i was at the verge being in tears. hehe jkjk. my ass is so frozen aft sitting in the same damn position for 2 hrs.
so anyway, trip was cool. nothing interesting really. just the usuals, bad traffic, got cursed by an arse for cutting into his father's lane, shoppingshoppingshoppingandmore shopping (hoho) and of course, the endless makan-ing from any place that has food. i love the journey (on the way and back) coz of the view. its amazing... and at one point, my parents are arguing what plant was it they saw at the road sides.
i promise i wont say every single detail of each day of my trip. and like i said, nothing interesting really. i manage to come up with some 'statistics'. only for the first 2 days... coz - yah, you knew it - i was too lazy to tink. here goes nothing.
on the way to kl
No. of lexus rx 300 seen : 6
No. of mini cooper seen (droools) : 2
No. of mazda rx 8 seen : 1
in kl
No. of times mom hold hands with the wrong kid : 1
No. of times i mistook a floor mat as a frog : 2
No. of times kak hetty asked who is uncle medium : 4
No. of times watched 'Love Actually' and cried a river each time i watched it : 5
No. of people who affectionately dig their nose in public : 9
No. of times i closed my eyes and wished there will be a smooth journey (ie. good traffic, happy drivers who'll give way without giving the f-up face, intelligent pedestrians who'll make full use of the invention 'over-head bridge' ) : every day
No. of roaches seen : god forbids
so that's it. told you nothing interesting.
but feel sorry for me to witness people who'll dig their nose affectionately. its disgustingly ugly can... and at least 2 of them are the same species as jessica shrimpson - stupidly beautiful. about uncle medium, some of you shud know the story. god knows why my nieces mentioned abt uncle medium. urgh. so anyway, i bought stuff for myself with a great deal of price. awesomeness.
i miss home so much. i miss my phone.. altoh i brought it, i din use it much. jus snap some pix. and most of all, i miss school. haish. okok yes, i know you guys missed me!!! *hugs*
orite, i need to start doing my to-do list. don't ask me watever for; i just feel like doin one.
here's some snaps.
alya is so cute can!
Thursday, December 16, 2004
♥azi / 1:23 PM
got this from a mag 'Home Beautiful'. those who are pulling their hair out coz of nearing dateline of assignment, spend a few minutes - wait no, hours - doing this..
A recipe for relaxation Turn off the phone, flick on a CD then just add water and a few of your favourite things
Fragant candles
Bubble bath or bath oils - lavender and sandlewood are great for de-stressing
Fluffy towels and bathrobe
Your favourite books and mags
A detoxifying face cleansing mask
And a comfy bath pillow
Now, just lie back and think of ...... nothing.
i know, the only few things i can afford (when you know you don wana move around much) in this list is the one coloured. and that is prolly the only thing you should do when you're drowning of stress.
anw, leaving for kl at nite. so, tash ppl. now now, dry those tears, i know u guys miss me already. oh, i dun hav roaming. yup. bye!!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
♥azi / 10:02 PM
i swear i wana pull that blue patch on that STUPID jonathan in amazing race. i mean, like STOP YELLING and have some feelings you human! when he shouts, his veins are like popping out man!! and the last part whr they are almost at the pit stop.. jeeeez, ure SECOND wic is good enuf... omg, he seriously need anger management. how can he push his WIFE?! omg.
if my future bf/husband is him and i happen to fall for him, someone pls bring me back to reality and do something coz i am blind.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
♥azi / 11:02 PM
so, im back from .. wherever im from. haha. nt gna post it here lar... with my usual gang. cant figure out wic grp was it? hoho. too bad.. :p miss them very much. we had this 'discussion' ar to settle something.. in between we got distracted of some stuff like goin out of point and all. hehe. jus tokin nonsense. and i went crazy... jeez. shant sae it. haha.
haish.
have ani of you love somthin so much that you cant take ur eyes of it? i did. i mean, i saw these shoes. hahah yah, its ALWAYS the shoes. but seriously, cantik maut ar. kaoz.
alamak, suddenly no mood ar. cis bedebah!
♥azi / 9:51 AM
pure craziness. dead beat. deprive of social life. sick of mcdonalds.
yesterday marks the day of the performance by MCG. seriously, honestly, i will be as diplomatic as i can commenting on it. overall, it was a blast - great show, cast express their feelings as it sposed to be, tarian girls gracefully danced to the music wif their god's given gentleness and the dikir guys wrapped up the show wif a marvellous oomph. everyone did well.
however, like any shows, there are bound to hav hiccups here and there. then, that's when we hate each other so much we just wana giv up. but like those famous words - the show must go on. no point listin those shit happened, only we know. especially, the TMT crew, we know.
even though it happened, why must be angry or despise or curse at the lightings or audio people indirectly? instead, thank god it ended. and obviously, show some appreciation to those who helped.
what makes a complete show? audience. well, to be precise, INTELLIGENT audience. i mean, you hav the right to laugh whenever you want. but, its a sad scene, why laugh?i will try describing it in short. i repeat TRY.
its the first syawal, the mother is dying - helplessly gasping for air. all her children around her crying, praying for her.. and she took her last breath... takbir was on the radio.... its a sad scene.. and the audience laughed.. like wth man?
oh well, all i know, my job is done. i had a great time and learnt lots of stuff. took pix wif the tarian girls. onli that i am nt dressed up. heeee. made new frens in jus that few days.. all wif one goal - to make a successful show.
hmm oh,abt the first line of my entry, err.. hehe. pure craziness : coz of the conversation and commotion goin on intercom/technical shits. dead beat : im so tired caaaaann....!! deprive of social life : i cancelled last min to many hang outs for the more important stuff. haish. sorry guys. i will make it up to you guys ;) sick of mcd : like seriously, ate mcd almost for every meal of the day since last wk. coz FJ is closed, north and south canteen is toooo far.
prolly later on accompany my 2 lil nieces to the dentist.. and at nite, thrs dinner wif my frens ya'll!! yay. oh, tomoro will be my last day in spore. coz thurs i will set off for KL. and when will i be back? errrr, hopefully by tuesday lar. tat means, i wont be able to blog or go online. and i hope i can hav some time to go online tmr... kena deprive ar.
ok, now i wan to chill udangz.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
♥azi / 11:05 PM
aper haaaaaaaal smua org ya'll!! ive been pretty bz lately. so, i'll make it a bite sized entry.
yday followed mom to nuh for her appointment. den went for groceries shopping at pasir panjang and woodlands sheng siong. aft maghrib, went for this lebaran nusantara thingy at wlands cc. i realli loved the performances.. zapins, dikirs, and endless singin.
today, wen for drama auditions den had rehearsal for this raya thingy.. im nt acting or watever, im helping out backstage.. auditions wen . . . orite lar. i kinda screwed up the impromptu thingy. i tink im afraid of myself aft doin acting the script part coz i went psychotic. like seriously. freeeky. like, crying a minute.. and laughing in another... yah sumtin like dat. rehearsal went cool. kinda draggy at first ar. end up pretty well..
den went to bt gombak to mt my sis and the in law side... thrs a chalet thingy goin on ar. so drop by lorrr..
and now im home, typing as fast as i can to watch tv.
weeeeee~~!!!
tmr goin for VIP campfire. yayness!
oh - the lagu raya "suasana hari raya" is overplayed. tat song is so stuck caaaan...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
♥azi / 10:00 AM
morning to all!!!! *breathes in air* haaaaa..... its a great morning duncha reckon? alrites, in a while, i'll be off to nyp to get myself involve in tmt [its a backstage crew team thingy]. oh, yday din go for sdc campfire.. coz at the rate im walking, i doubt i'll reach campsite on time. and i will be back home like 10.30pm? yeah.
heeeeee.
but, i did went town for a while. well, coz my bro had an interview that area. so he force me to go town coz he said i looked like im aging at an extreme rate wen im at home doin nutin. heee. so, he drove thr.. drop me off at heeren. it was raining like cows and goats ar. friggin heavy caan. den my toot bro drop me off in the street, so i hav to run to heeren. hence, im drenched. yes, meaning, have stares here and thr. paiseh maut siol. so i rushed to the toilet- it was packed like sardines man! lolx!! so i jus did the necessary stuff and rush out.
then this is wen the fun begins. i walk round round at annex. drooling over oh-so-besutiful shoes, looking at va-va-voom tops... me in my own world. im crazy i tell you. i still cant get over the fact i bought 2 items of the same price. shorts from 37deg and slippers from hawaiians. i cant blive it man.. hahaha. but it was a great feeling. heeeee.
so went ard some more.. waitin for my bro's call actually. haish. den walk walk ard some more lor.. like one pathetic loser can. hahaha. went hmv, met mizzy and fauzy selamat. onli mizzy saw me. so wat the heck. haha. oh ! i saw queer eye soundtrack cd! haha suddenly so excited. so aniwei, walk some more to tis shop. i forgot wats the name. bloom... sometin.
yah. finally bro called. den head home.
zzzz. my life can be so pathetic and boring sometimes. but in a few mins time, it will be an adventure!A NEW EXPERIENCE!! *rolls eyes* wat was i thinkin? hehe.
okay. tash honey bunnies!
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
♥azi / 11:11 AM
body aching like hell. yeah. really hurts. yday went to help out for south quest, and it din start well. met pb in the weee morning den head to ecp. by the time we reach thr, we're like super late can.... gawd. the bus stop was like, at the other end of east coast. and we hav to get to the other end.. as in the bedok jetty area thr. jeeez. walked like ferk man. that was even b4 south quest started. lolx!!
anw, my team was . . . . pretty challenging. we started late (coz of sum stuff - lazy wana type) and we're stuck at ecp for ard 2 hrs. i know as the roving marshall, im jus spose to follow them, urge them, motivate them etc etc. so, i cant do much lar. in between, they (the cadets) asked for directions from this driver. and he even offer us a lift. it was tempting - but NO. cannot lar.. and i saw the driver. shytes man! he's damn hot can! haha. so yah.. shall call him merc guy. *drooooools*
okie. in the end, we took a cab. its a pretty good deal man. 2 trips for $4. hohoho. once reach kallang, they still duno whr is the checkpoint. aft giving many many many many hints, only then they know. -_-". oh yes, did i mention that it was drizzling all the way? yeah, it was.. and my feet were like screamin for help. jeeez. anw, we manage to cover one zone wic is good enuf and im proud of them. coz half way, they wanted to giv up and leave for campsite. haish. b4 the last checkpoint, we had lunch. so i treat them sugar cane drink. heeeheee. yeah, to boost up their morale lar. so poor thing man.
reach the last checkpoint of the zone, i was sooooo glad to see ys. hahaha. jus at that checkpoint, we wasted 30mins. haish. its okie, im sure they did wat they can. but we all know they can do btr. (= oh yes, the first thing they mentioned to me was," ma'am, how old are you?" realli dots lar. hahaha. truout the whole quest they've been guessing and askin me qns abt myself. how old am i? what sch am i from? do i have a bf? am i workin? hehehe. all i said was, i duno, wat do u tink? hohoho. so i spared they agony and jus told them my age. wic is good enuf wat! hehehe. nice bunch of cadets lar. they can really tok to me abt anitin and still respect me as their senior. im glad to meet them.. help out in this quest.. and ahem lose some weight, not to forget, bring back aches and pains home.
sitting at the instructors table wif the other sirs and ma'ams got me into a reality check. i was so awkward jus being thr - at the table. its, a totally different feeling. i was also so restless. kept on askin ju if i nd to help her. she said jus relax and sit down. hahaha. hmm, very very awkward feeling lar. furthermore, the sirs and ma'ams at the table were once my superiors. not that they are not now lar. they were the ones who threw me instructions, demands explanations, constantly commanding to check how much time i need etc etc.
and now, we're one big family.
i din realli tok much to ani of them except to pb, eusoff, ys coz im closer to them. haha. like ys said, get use to it in being an instructor.
yday nite i went to get a massage from the resident council.. my mom join ar, so she suggested to go.. in the end, my bro in law, dad, mom and myself went. haha. well, firstly, its FREE!! and secondly the guy who did it is a doc. so, its a garuntee syok. haha.
oh, the guy massage my leg, staright away asked if i hav ani chinese blood. i was kinda shocked ar. haha. den i said no.. he ask if im sure or not.. of course i am lor!
he den said, my leg looks like a typical chinese person.. and my facial features also. omg. this guy is freakin me out lar.
how can jus by lookin at my leg he said i look like a chinese? freeeeakkkkyyyy.....
orite i nd to do some reading and slackin. later goin to campsite for campfire..
tmr nd to go to nyp for TMT production thingy.. gna be a bz week ya'll!
tash!
Monday, December 06, 2004
♥azi / 1:05 PM
im too lazy to blog alot today. so here goes..
mat rock minah kental play was pretty hilarious.. no realli.. it was like, farnie giler sak. hehehe. and they use alot of erm interesting lingo and words.. like, mangkuk, sawi, siol,lu, gua etc. oh, 'aper hal' was overused. hahaha. yes crapper, APER HAL. haha.
even tupperware issue was raised in the play. i know, wth rite? hehehe. its kelakar maut ar. the characters are just great. the names? omg. hahaha wat logam, melah, burn,lan kepit etc etc.. as in, the short names ar. full name was way nicer. haha.
like wat andi mentioned, he noticed similar elements being brought up in most of malay performances. cant remember was it toh. heee. great play.
on the way thr and back was a great journey too. laughed like cows. heeheee. and on the way back we took pix. heee. omg! nj and me was being discriminated siak. hehehe nola, it happen to be that way. coz all the rest was seating opposite us. except nj and me. zzzzz. hehe.
makan at mcd wen reach admiralty. i was so hungry can.... jeeez. fun outing ya'll! (=
Saturday, December 04, 2004
♥azi / 3:50 PM
i am dead beat. i am so tired.
like seriously, my friggin stamina is deteoriating man. jus came back from recce. and my GAWD. i was soooooo tired. sweating like hell too. jeeeeeeez. and at one point, i jus couldnt be bothered wif the checkpoints. lolx! sooo screweeeed. hopefully i wont bring the cadets to the wrong places on that day itself. haaaaaa. but then, im sure those who went to edc are like way more tired. hmm, i was pretty shut-up jus now. very veryVERY unlike me. wat to do, i duno who the hell are they. ok mayb onli know a few.. but like, u know, new ppl = act guai. hahaha. okok back to the recce thing. oh yes!! we actually walk on the new nicoll highway!! woohoo! kudos to us! and we did some jaywalking... and our walking speed is more like NOT walking. coz we sorta complete the recce thing pretty fast. i swear, i will hav cramps, aches and pains all over my body. its been eons since i work out and like hiatus in RC activities. so, its a warm up for me.
oh, did i mention that im super super tired? i did can.. haha. yah. so anw, aft the last checkpoint, we ate at kfc. and i kena sit at the erm 'strangers' table. haha ok no, nt strangers laaaa. but like, i duno who the heck i they! but who cares, we're one family. *gleeee*
omgomgomg! u know i was soooo tempted to buy shoes wen we pass by shops at raffles place!!!! eh sialla, realli man. the shoes are oh-so calling my name!!! haha. call me crazy, but its for real! jeeeez. i hav to learn the art of being able to control....
alamak, penat siol.
lets tok abt yday. make it super short can.
watched incredibles wif farah at cwp at noon. den met nj and ain. we chill udangz at town. makan at LJS den watch without a paddle. its fuckin hilarious caaaan. no realli, go check it out. we took pix and walk2. even took pic in the middle of the road.
:D and we found our own version of 'the shoe'. oh tidak! sadness... coz we din buy it. haha. we're torturing ourselves man. anw, met a lot of familar faces too. deeeeen drop ain off at paragon. nj and me balik ar!
heeeeeez. ok seriously, i nd to giv my lovely feet some tender, loving and care. shooo!!
Friday, December 03, 2004
♥azi / 11:21 AM
half of the day (yesterday) was purely all about being pissed. as in, full of anger and rage, tempted to make a scene, and write in a complain.. or even just bloody scream at everyone. but no, my superego handled me well.
im talking about the appointment im suppose to have. jeeez. i came, and waited patiently. and wen its my turn, the dr. was like saying, 'who gave you this appointment? are you sure you're spose to come today?" i was thinkin," is this a trick qn? and it sure doesnt smelll goood..." damn sure im right.
let me just fast forward yah.. in the end, the written appointment on my card was last yr's date. *koffshityouassesskoff* so, im goin again nex wk on the 11th.
if you people wana explain why this happen, please come up wif more convincing reasons.. oh, your name is not reflected on my paper - NOTa good reason. you've changed your telephone - NOTa good reason either. hmm lemme see, they have stamps, envelopes and even a post office for a reason you know? the computer server is down - omg. even worse. you people use it almost every second of the day mind you. wrote the WRONG date - IS A DAMN WELL GOOD REASON. especially the year. did not send a letter regarding the appointment - read above.
so please, dont come and piss me off by telling those stuff. and you should thank me for not making a scene.
and i am still pissed cos ... of some people who promised me stuff and in the end ... yah, uve guessed it - BROKE that so-called promise.
oh btw, im not pmsing.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
♥azi / 11:07 PM
okay, by now, you all should know this... if not, u ought to be ashamed of yourselves.
TAUFIK IS THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!
*screams* *runs around naked* *screams* *pulls hair*
went farhan first let me hear this song, i teared. its very lyrical, full of emotions ... just beautiful. meaningful too.
the movie - i know my malay is not that good, but i understood wat they said k. hehe. coz the script, like, berpantun2. and its very bahasa istana. haha.
i love this paragraph from the song....
"Wajah yang tergambar Tak akan terpudar Dari hati insan yang fana ini Fanaini .."
the song - Bagaikan Sakti by M. Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza
the movie - Putri Gunung Ledang
♥azi / 5:55 PM
some time wif myself. (= yes, all by myself... in town. lookin at shoes... by myself.. browsing books ... by myself.. walk around town from orchard to dhoby ghaut and back ... by myself.
hahaha
if it sounds depressing to you, then im sorry. haha. its quite nice to be alone. no hassle. no need to ask for opinion whr to go next. no waiting for the other people. nothing.
juz alone.
aft the paper, went town.. and go walk walk.. borders is the 1st stop. and i totally dig in Pablo Neruda's poems, and went to other sections too.. like military war, literature... oh! one book caught my eye. its by Jean Sasson. she wrote something about the royal family of arabians dursing the war.. something like dat. i was sooo tempted to read it on the spot. but, i nd to head to other places. heeee. yah, den go mc cafe buy hot chocolate.. walk to far east plaza.. walk walk some more.. ala, basically jus walk around ar. haha. and i went to collect my uniform - like FINALLY.
this is wen i realli REALLY burn fats. i reach at the tailor place, i tried the uniform on. i have no cash so i asked if she accept nets. she dont. so i went to centrepoint to draw some money. and went back to the shop. paid for it, and off i went to red cross house. oh, i walked thr btw. then the tailor called sayin i forgot to take my jacket.. ................................. yah. -_-" den aft buying the uniform accesories (not the full set aniwei..), walked back to the shop. siak arrr.. hahaha. yah, den i end up takin the mrt from somerset. jeez.
see, i realli work out man!
went back wlands to have lunch wif evonne,stella and angelia. oh, and i met mizzy and fauzy selamat (from MAD) at wlands control station.nv tegur la. paiseh hahaah nola, jkjk.
heeee.
yah, call me crazy, i tink i should go out wif me more often.
*hugs myself*
♥ azi
and as a profession, I am a follower of Florence Nightingale.
alrite, 2004 has been the bomb. a few experiences i shant forget are definitely entering MI, winning footdrill competition (and gettin friggin tan mind you...),the Os results, my first job in banyan tree, entering nursing, the first attachment (and was threatened to get sued), Ust Taufiq left us, my first production in StageArts (Alumni Nite) and above all - meetin/making new frens whom ive been keeping in touch...
some political issues or disasters that had affected the world. bird flu, endless elections, in memory of Yasser Arafat and recently is the killer waves.
well yeah, 2004 has been a helluva year. a memorable 17th birthday too. i gotta hand it to my mom and ain. =)
2005 will be here soon. i believe in starting a fresh year. ie. forget the old. a few hours ago, something happened between my fren and i. i was extremely mad at him. but i was being unfair coz i didnt hear wat he have to say; and i selfishly bombarded him with anger. if you're reading this, consider it forgotten.
rite, so.. happie new year all... :)
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
/ 11:45 PM
all i know theres no point waiting for 12am to choose my electives. coz i know for sure its either the bloody system is under maintenance or ... its bloody jammed. but its worth a try.
so anyway, i cant wait for school. like seriously cannot wait.
oh oh, tmr gna send donation to RC house for the tsunami victims. den goin nyp for TMT practice. prolly check out the nursing notes (if they are already out den can buy them). after tat will be headin back to woodlands to meet with the RC gang for dinner.
lookin forward coz it may be the last gathering before the school starts. but i doubt it'll be last, coz these bunch of ppl will always meet up no matter wat. and their endless mahjong craze.
hmm, some things have changed. quite unusual coz not used to it. but i welcome them; its good to have changes around. when theres changes, there wil be something else replacing it and stays with you in a period of time right? for my case, it keeps on changing,and nothing stays.
you dont geddit? yeah, i thought so too.
Monday, December 27, 2004
/ 10:59 PM
oh dear god of mine, i plea to you safety for everyone especially to my loved ones.more importantlyto the people in those areas affected by tsunami.
amin.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
/ 10:17 PM
been readin articles on time.com and here's an interesting one.
10 things we learned about blogs Blogging can get you fired Bloggers get scoops too Most bloggers are women Bloggers can be fakers Bloggers make money ... and you find out the other 5here.
its pretty interesting if you really have nothing much to do. no really, it is! you guys can check out the person of the year(not surprise who was it), in memoriam, or even some best + worst in the arts & entertainment.
/ 9:33 PM
merry xmas to all! esp those who realli celebrate xmas.
done cleaning my drawers n almari.
bring it on 2005!!!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
/ 1:03 PM
so, its 2 days to xmas. and i stil haven do ani shopping for it. hahaha wat am i kidding? i dun celebrate de. but i do need to clean my friggin wardrobe and drawers before sch starts. omg. juz got the nex sem's timetable, its ..... horrible.
eeeyy, waddup waddup pussies. itz bob here and im smelling my socks. *sniff* hmm, smells like overgrown fungus.
anw, the timetable is like .. freakishly eww can. super long hours of break.. den 1 hr lecture la. macam bodoh mangkuk kan. and its not every wk i end at 7 on thurs n fri. friday is like ferk lorrr... end at 6pm everywk. juuus wat i need wen im lookin forward to a wkend *rolls eyes*
NOOOOOOoooO!!! come here you ungrateful priest!
as you can see, i am goin crazy coz boredom contained me.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
/ 10:44 PM
Umberto Eco: The Name of the Rose. You are a mystery novel dealing with theology, especially with catholic vs liberal issues. You search wisdom and knowledge endlessly, feeling that learning is essential in life.
yes, i am so back from kl. and i miss home so mucccchhhhh....!!!!! i swear wen i saw the signboard that says 'Singapura 54km', i was at the verge being in tears. hehe jkjk. my ass is so frozen aft sitting in the same damn position for 2 hrs.
so anyway, trip was cool. nothing interesting really. just the usuals, bad traffic, got cursed by an arse for cutting into his father's lane, shoppingshoppingshoppingandmore shopping (hoho) and of course, the endless makan-ing from any place that has food. i love the journey (on the way and back) coz of the view. its amazing... and at one point, my parents are arguing what plant was it they saw at the road sides.
i promise i wont say every single detail of each day of my trip. and like i said, nothing interesting really. i manage to come up with some 'statistics'. only for the first 2 days... coz - yah, you knew it - i was too lazy to tink. here goes nothing.
on the way to kl
No. of lexus rx 300 seen : 6
No. of mini cooper seen (droools) : 2
No. of mazda rx 8 seen : 1
in kl
No. of times mom hold hands with the wrong kid : 1
No. of times i mistook a floor mat as a frog : 2
No. of times kak hetty asked who is uncle medium : 4
No. of times watched 'Love Actually' and cried a river each time i watched it : 5
No. of people who affectionately dig their nose in public : 9
No. of times i closed my eyes and wished there will be a smooth journey (ie. good traffic, happy drivers who'll give way without giving the f-up face, intelligent pedestrians who'll make full use of the invention 'over-head bridge' ) : every day
No. of roaches seen : god forbids
so that's it. told you nothing interesting.
but feel sorry for me to witness people who'll dig their nose affectionately. its disgustingly ugly can... and at least 2 of them are the same species as jessica shrimpson - stupidly beautiful. about uncle medium, some of you shud know the story. god knows why my nieces mentioned abt uncle medium. urgh. so anyway, i bought stuff for myself with a great deal of price. awesomeness.
i miss home so much. i miss my phone.. altoh i brought it, i din use it much. jus snap some pix. and most of all, i miss school. haish. okok yes, i know you guys missed me!!! *hugs*
orite, i need to start doing my to-do list. don't ask me watever for; i just feel like doin one.
here's some snaps.
alya is so cute can!
Thursday, December 16, 2004
/ 1:23 PM
got this from a mag 'Home Beautiful'. those who are pulling their hair out coz of nearing dateline of assignment, spend a few minutes - wait no, hours - doing this..
A recipe for relaxation Turn off the phone, flick on a CD then just add water and a few of your favourite things
Fragant candles
Bubble bath or bath oils - lavender and sandlewood are great for de-stressing
Fluffy towels and bathrobe
Your favourite books and mags
A detoxifying face cleansing mask
And a comfy bath pillow
Now, just lie back and think of ...... nothing.
i know, the only few things i can afford (when you know you don wana move around much) in this list is the one coloured. and that is prolly the only thing you should do when you're drowning of stress.
anw, leaving for kl at nite. so, tash ppl. now now, dry those tears, i know u guys miss me already. oh, i dun hav roaming. yup. bye!!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
/ 10:02 PM
i swear i wana pull that blue patch on that STUPID jonathan in amazing race. i mean, like STOP YELLING and have some feelings you human! when he shouts, his veins are like popping out man!! and the last part whr they are almost at the pit stop.. jeeeez, ure SECOND wic is good enuf... omg, he seriously need anger management. how can he push his WIFE?! omg.
if my future bf/husband is him and i happen to fall for him, someone pls bring me back to reality and do something coz i am blind.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
/ 11:02 PM
so, im back from .. wherever im from. haha. nt gna post it here lar... with my usual gang. cant figure out wic grp was it? hoho. too bad.. :p miss them very much. we had this 'discussion' ar to settle something.. in between we got distracted of some stuff like goin out of point and all. hehe. jus tokin nonsense. and i went crazy... jeez. shant sae it. haha.
haish.
have ani of you love somthin so much that you cant take ur eyes of it? i did. i mean, i saw these shoes. hahah yah, its ALWAYS the shoes. but seriously, cantik maut ar. kaoz.
alamak, suddenly no mood ar. cis bedebah!
/ 9:51 AM
pure craziness. dead beat. deprive of social life. sick of mcdonalds.
yesterday marks the day of the performance by MCG. seriously, honestly, i will be as diplomatic as i can commenting on it. overall, it was a blast - great show, cast express their feelings as it sposed to be, tarian girls gracefully danced to the music wif their god's given gentleness and the dikir guys wrapped up the show wif a marvellous oomph. everyone did well.
however, like any shows, there are bound to hav hiccups here and there. then, that's when we hate each other so much we just wana giv up. but like those famous words - the show must go on. no point listin those shit happened, only we know. especially, the TMT crew, we know.
even though it happened, why must be angry or despise or curse at the lightings or audio people indirectly? instead, thank god it ended. and obviously, show some appreciation to those who helped.
what makes a complete show? audience. well, to be precise, INTELLIGENT audience. i mean, you hav the right to laugh whenever you want. but, its a sad scene, why laugh?i will try describing it in short. i repeat TRY.
its the first syawal, the mother is dying - helplessly gasping for air. all her children around her crying, praying for her.. and she took her last breath... takbir was on the radio.... its a sad scene.. and the audience laughed.. like wth man?
oh well, all i know, my job is done. i had a great time and learnt lots of stuff. took pix wif the tarian girls. onli that i am nt dressed up. heeee. made new frens in jus that few days.. all wif one goal - to make a successful show.
hmm oh,abt the first line of my entry, err.. hehe. pure craziness : coz of the conversation and commotion goin on intercom/technical shits. dead beat : im so tired caaaaann....!! deprive of social life : i cancelled last min to many hang outs for the more important stuff. haish. sorry guys. i will make it up to you guys ;) sick of mcd : like seriously, ate mcd almost for every meal of the day since last wk. coz FJ is closed, north and south canteen is toooo far.
prolly later on accompany my 2 lil nieces to the dentist.. and at nite, thrs dinner wif my frens ya'll!! yay. oh, tomoro will be my last day in spore. coz thurs i will set off for KL. and when will i be back? errrr, hopefully by tuesday lar. tat means, i wont be able to blog or go online. and i hope i can hav some time to go online tmr... kena deprive ar.
ok, now i wan to chill udangz.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
/ 11:05 PM
aper haaaaaaaal smua org ya'll!! ive been pretty bz lately. so, i'll make it a bite sized entry.
yday followed mom to nuh for her appointment. den went for groceries shopping at pasir panjang and woodlands sheng siong. aft maghrib, went for this lebaran nusantara thingy at wlands cc. i realli loved the performances.. zapins, dikirs, and endless singin.
today, wen for drama auditions den had rehearsal for this raya thingy.. im nt acting or watever, im helping out backstage.. auditions wen . . . orite lar. i kinda screwed up the impromptu thingy. i tink im afraid of myself aft doin acting the script part coz i went psychotic. like seriously. freeeky. like, crying a minute.. and laughing in another... yah sumtin like dat. rehearsal went cool. kinda draggy at first ar. end up pretty well..
den went to bt gombak to mt my sis and the in law side... thrs a chalet thingy goin on ar. so drop by lorrr..
and now im home, typing as fast as i can to watch tv.
weeeeee~~!!!
tmr goin for VIP campfire. yayness!
oh - the lagu raya "suasana hari raya" is overplayed. tat song is so stuck caaaan...
Thursday, December 09, 2004
/ 10:00 AM
morning to all!!!! *breathes in air* haaaaa..... its a great morning duncha reckon? alrites, in a while, i'll be off to nyp to get myself involve in tmt [its a backstage crew team thingy]. oh, yday din go for sdc campfire.. coz at the rate im walking, i doubt i'll reach campsite on time. and i will be back home like 10.30pm? yeah.
heeeeee.
but, i did went town for a while. well, coz my bro had an interview that area. so he force me to go town coz he said i looked like im aging at an extreme rate wen im at home doin nutin. heee. so, he drove thr.. drop me off at heeren. it was raining like cows and goats ar. friggin heavy caan. den my toot bro drop me off in the street, so i hav to run to heeren. hence, im drenched. yes, meaning, have stares here and thr. paiseh maut siol. so i rushed to the toilet- it was packed like sardines man! lolx!! so i jus did the necessary stuff and rush out.
then this is wen the fun begins. i walk round round at annex. drooling over oh-so-besutiful shoes, looking at va-va-voom tops... me in my own world. im crazy i tell you. i still cant get over the fact i bought 2 items of the same price. shorts from 37deg and slippers from hawaiians. i cant blive it man.. hahaha. but it was a great feeling. heeeee.
so went ard some more.. waitin for my bro's call actually. haish. den walk walk ard some more lor.. like one pathetic loser can. hahaha. went hmv, met mizzy and fauzy selamat. onli mizzy saw me. so wat the heck. haha. oh ! i saw queer eye soundtrack cd! haha suddenly so excited. so aniwei, walk some more to tis shop. i forgot wats the name. bloom... sometin.
yah. finally bro called. den head home.
zzzz. my life can be so pathetic and boring sometimes. but in a few mins time, it will be an adventure!A NEW EXPERIENCE!! *rolls eyes* wat was i thinkin? hehe.
okay. tash honey bunnies!
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
/ 11:11 AM
body aching like hell. yeah. really hurts. yday went to help out for south quest, and it din start well. met pb in the weee morning den head to ecp. by the time we reach thr, we're like super late can.... gawd. the bus stop was like, at the other end of east coast. and we hav to get to the other end.. as in the bedok jetty area thr. jeeez. walked like ferk man. that was even b4 south quest started. lolx!!
anw, my team was . . . . pretty challenging. we started late (coz of sum stuff - lazy wana type) and we're stuck at ecp for ard 2 hrs. i know as the roving marshall, im jus spose to follow them, urge them, motivate them etc etc. so, i cant do much lar. in between, they (the cadets) asked for directions from this driver. and he even offer us a lift. it was tempting - but NO. cannot lar.. and i saw the driver. shytes man! he's damn hot can! haha. so yah.. shall call him merc guy. *drooooools*
okie. in the end, we took a cab. its a pretty good deal man. 2 trips for $4. hohoho. once reach kallang, they still duno whr is the checkpoint. aft giving many many many many hints, only then they know. -_-". oh yes, did i mention that it was drizzling all the way? yeah, it was.. and my feet were like screamin for help. jeeez. anw, we manage to cover one zone wic is good enuf and im proud of them. coz half way, they wanted to giv up and leave for campsite. haish. b4 the last checkpoint, we had lunch. so i treat them sugar cane drink. heeeheee. yeah, to boost up their morale lar. so poor thing man.
reach the last checkpoint of the zone, i was sooooo glad to see ys. hahaha. jus at that checkpoint, we wasted 30mins. haish. its okie, im sure they did wat they can. but we all know they can do btr. (= oh yes, the first thing they mentioned to me was," ma'am, how old are you?" realli dots lar. hahaha. truout the whole quest they've been guessing and askin me qns abt myself. how old am i? what sch am i from? do i have a bf? am i workin? hehehe. all i said was, i duno, wat do u tink? hohoho. so i spared they agony and jus told them my age. wic is good enuf wat! hehehe. nice bunch of cadets lar. they can really tok to me abt anitin and still respect me as their senior. im glad to meet them.. help out in this quest.. and ahem lose some weight, not to forget, bring back aches and pains home.
sitting at the instructors table wif the other sirs and ma'ams got me into a reality check. i was so awkward jus being thr - at the table. its, a totally different feeling. i was also so restless. kept on askin ju if i nd to help her. she said jus relax and sit down. hahaha. hmm, very very awkward feeling lar. furthermore, the sirs and ma'ams at the table were once my superiors. not that they are not now lar. they were the ones who threw me instructions, demands explanations, constantly commanding to check how much time i need etc etc.
and now, we're one big family.
i din realli tok much to ani of them except to pb, eusoff, ys coz im closer to them. haha. like ys said, get use to it in being an instructor.
yday nite i went to get a massage from the resident council.. my mom join ar, so she suggested to go.. in the end, my bro in law, dad, mom and myself went. haha. well, firstly, its FREE!! and secondly the guy who did it is a doc. so, its a garuntee syok. haha.
oh, the guy massage my leg, staright away asked if i hav ani chinese blood. i was kinda shocked ar. haha. den i said no.. he ask if im sure or not.. of course i am lor!
he den said, my leg looks like a typical chinese person.. and my facial features also. omg. this guy is freakin me out lar.
how can jus by lookin at my leg he said i look like a chinese? freeeeakkkkyyyy.....
orite i nd to do some reading and slackin. later goin to campsite for campfire..
tmr nd to go to nyp for TMT production thingy.. gna be a bz week ya'll!
tash!
Monday, December 06, 2004
/ 1:05 PM
im too lazy to blog alot today. so here goes..
mat rock minah kental play was pretty hilarious.. no realli.. it was like, farnie giler sak. hehehe. and they use alot of erm interesting lingo and words.. like, mangkuk, sawi, siol,lu, gua etc. oh, 'aper hal' was overused. hahaha. yes crapper, APER HAL. haha.
even tupperware issue was raised in the play. i know, wth rite? hehehe. its kelakar maut ar. the characters are just great. the names? omg. hahaha wat logam, melah, burn,lan kepit etc etc.. as in, the short names ar. full name was way nicer. haha.
like wat andi mentioned, he noticed similar elements being brought up in most of malay performances. cant remember was it toh. heee. great play.
on the way thr and back was a great journey too. laughed like cows. heeheee. and on the way back we took pix. heee. omg! nj and me was being discriminated siak. hehehe nola, it happen to be that way. coz all the rest was seating opposite us. except nj and me. zzzzz. hehe.
makan at mcd wen reach admiralty. i was so hungry can.... jeeez. fun outing ya'll! (=
Saturday, December 04, 2004
/ 3:50 PM
i am dead beat. i am so tired.
like seriously, my friggin stamina is deteoriating man. jus came back from recce. and my GAWD. i was soooooo tired. sweating like hell too. jeeeeeeez. and at one point, i jus couldnt be bothered wif the checkpoints. lolx! sooo screweeeed. hopefully i wont bring the cadets to the wrong places on that day itself. haaaaaa. but then, im sure those who went to edc are like way more tired. hmm, i was pretty shut-up jus now. very veryVERY unlike me. wat to do, i duno who the hell are they. ok mayb onli know a few.. but like, u know, new ppl = act guai. hahaha. okok back to the recce thing. oh yes!! we actually walk on the new nicoll highway!! woohoo! kudos to us! and we did some jaywalking... and our walking speed is more like NOT walking. coz we sorta complete the recce thing pretty fast. i swear, i will hav cramps, aches and pains all over my body. its been eons since i work out and like hiatus in RC activities. so, its a warm up for me.
oh, did i mention that im super super tired? i did can.. haha. yah. so anw, aft the last checkpoint, we ate at kfc. and i kena sit at the erm 'strangers' table. haha ok no, nt strangers laaaa. but like, i duno who the heck i they! but who cares, we're one family. *gleeee*
omgomgomg! u know i was soooo tempted to buy shoes wen we pass by shops at raffles place!!!! eh sialla, realli man. the shoes are oh-so calling my name!!! haha. call me crazy, but its for real! jeeeez. i hav to learn the art of being able to control....
alamak, penat siol.
lets tok abt yday. make it super short can.
watched incredibles wif farah at cwp at noon. den met nj and ain. we chill udangz at town. makan at LJS den watch without a paddle. its fuckin hilarious caaaan. no realli, go check it out. we took pix and walk2. even took pic in the middle of the road.
:D and we found our own version of 'the shoe'. oh tidak! sadness... coz we din buy it. haha. we're torturing ourselves man. anw, met a lot of familar faces too. deeeeen drop ain off at paragon. nj and me balik ar!
heeeeeez. ok seriously, i nd to giv my lovely feet some tender, loving and care. shooo!!
Friday, December 03, 2004
/ 11:21 AM
half of the day (yesterday) was purely all about being pissed. as in, full of anger and rage, tempted to make a scene, and write in a complain.. or even just bloody scream at everyone. but no, my superego handled me well.
im talking about the appointment im suppose to have. jeeez. i came, and waited patiently. and wen its my turn, the dr. was like saying, 'who gave you this appointment? are you sure you're spose to come today?" i was thinkin," is this a trick qn? and it sure doesnt smelll goood..." damn sure im right.
let me just fast forward yah.. in the end, the written appointment on my card was last yr's date. *koffshityouassesskoff* so, im goin again nex wk on the 11th.
if you people wana explain why this happen, please come up wif more convincing reasons.. oh, your name is not reflected on my paper - NOTa good reason. you've changed your telephone - NOTa good reason either. hmm lemme see, they have stamps, envelopes and even a post office for a reason you know? the computer server is down - omg. even worse. you people use it almost every second of the day mind you. wrote the WRONG date - IS A DAMN WELL GOOD REASON. especially the year. did not send a letter regarding the appointment - read above.
so please, dont come and piss me off by telling those stuff. and you should thank me for not making a scene.
and i am still pissed cos ... of some people who promised me stuff and in the end ... yah, uve guessed it - BROKE that so-called promise.
oh btw, im not pmsing.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
/ 11:07 PM
okay, by now, you all should know this... if not, u ought to be ashamed of yourselves.
TAUFIK IS THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!
*screams* *runs around naked* *screams* *pulls hair*
went farhan first let me hear this song, i teared. its very lyrical, full of emotions ... just beautiful. meaningful too.
the movie - i know my malay is not that good, but i understood wat they said k. hehe. coz the script, like, berpantun2. and its very bahasa istana. haha.
i love this paragraph from the song....
"Wajah yang tergambar Tak akan terpudar Dari hati insan yang fana ini Fanaini .."
the song - Bagaikan Sakti by M. Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza
the movie - Putri Gunung Ledang
/ 5:55 PM
some time wif myself. (= yes, all by myself... in town. lookin at shoes... by myself.. browsing books ... by myself.. walk around town from orchard to dhoby ghaut and back ... by myself.
hahaha
if it sounds depressing to you, then im sorry. haha. its quite nice to be alone. no hassle. no need to ask for opinion whr to go next. no waiting for the other people. nothing.
juz alone.
aft the paper, went town.. and go walk walk.. borders is the 1st stop. and i totally dig in Pablo Neruda's poems, and went to other sections too.. like military war, literature... oh! one book caught my eye. its by Jean Sasson. she wrote something about the royal family of arabians dursing the war.. something like dat. i was sooo tempted to read it on the spot. but, i nd to head to other places. heeee. yah, den go mc cafe buy hot chocolate.. walk to far east plaza.. walk walk some more.. ala, basically jus walk around ar. haha. and i went to collect my uniform - like FINALLY.
this is wen i realli REALLY burn fats. i reach at the tailor place, i tried the uniform on. i have no cash so i asked if she accept nets. she dont. so i went to centrepoint to draw some money. and went back to the shop. paid for it, and off i went to red cross house. oh, i walked thr btw. then the tailor called sayin i forgot to take my jacket.. ................................. yah. -_-" den aft buying the uniform accesories (not the full set aniwei..), walked back to the shop. siak arrr.. hahaha. yah, den i end up takin the mrt from somerset. jeez.
see, i realli work out man!
went back wlands to have lunch wif evonne,stella and angelia. oh, and i met mizzy and fauzy selamat (from MAD) at wlands control station.nv tegur la. paiseh hahaah nola, jkjk.
heeee.
yah, call me crazy, i tink i should go out wif me more often.
