Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you. And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds. You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything. And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.
HAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA!!!! wat the crap, im all about red ladies & gentlemen.
ALL ABOUT RED.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
♥azi / 11:51 PM
7even HA! this is for you, sir richard thompson. didnt realise until i saw 'Suzy' in your list.
7 Random Things About Me 1. great obsession for polo tees 2. chocoholic 3. loathe insects, seriously. 4. crying is a form of therapy for me. 5. i used to date agent vaughn. 6. currently dating dr. george. 7. biore facial foam: cucumber extract - my best friend
7 Things That Scare Me 1. INSECTS, especially the flying ones. -wails- 2. bad hair day 3. the end of time 4. disorganize/messy room 5. a deeeeeeep well. like, neverending you know? 6. horror movies. period. 7. losing people who are close to my heart. losing my family, losing my friends, losing ....
7 Random Music At The Moment 1. Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing 2. Lifehouse - You and Me 3. Dishwalla - Angels or Devils (Live) 4. Ani Defranco - Wishin and Hoping 5. Jason Mraz - Bella Luna 6. Jason Mraz - Please Don't Tell Her 7. Orson - Look Around
7 Things I Like Most 1. chocolates 2. books 3. red 4. the stage 5. chocolates 6. surprises 7. chocolates
7 Things I Often Say 1. errrrr, rrrrriiigghttt 2. shuddup lar 3. ey mangkuk! 4. mak kau punyer laki. 5. shit 6. aperrr jerrr 7. ohmygawd
7 People To Do This - i choose to ignore this. heehee.
and theres more to these seven. meet/know me to discover more.
and i still owe putri nisa 'my dream groom'. hahaha. biler i am ready, i will post it okay sayang... till then, tunggu jer lar.
♥azi / 11:03 PM
overwhelmed with anger. instead of tearing like i always do, i munch.
munch munch munch MUNCH on keropok. munch munch munch MUNCH on twix. superrrrr sipppiiinnggg on a drink. the angrier i get, the faster i munch/sip.
flardie fudge.
lets hope i wont be angry often. or else, i will gain kilos faster. and i love my hair.
Monday, June 26, 2006
♥azi / 4:38 PM
today marks the end of my 8weeks of attachment. why sucha weird day to end? cos i was on one-day MC last 2 wks rmb? yeah, then i make-up today.
which means, i just reach sg, then off i went to nuh.
which means, i am deprived of sleep.
which caused, constant stoning session in the ward today.
which, didnt affect any of my patients in any way or another. -you asses, i can hear a sigh of relief. you all better watch out i tell you-
so, since the attachments has ended and holidays are in, it means major resting/reading/sleeping/sleeping/shopping/sleeping/resting and more of the same right?
i wish.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
♥azi / 12:08 PM
emergency trip to kl. leaving in 5mins time.
terribly and really really sorry to annur and my mad girls. im sorry i let you all down again.
random questions another day..
love you all. you, you, you..
and yes, i still love you.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
♥azi / 10:15 PM
okay. i swear i have a list of things to blog about today.
and suddenly it ... deleted from my mind.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
♥azi / 10:13 PM
2130hrs Patient c/o headache. Panadol given.
-----
massive, unmanagable, mammoth, titanic, monstrous, gargantuan, huge, big mama, thumping, super duper (i should stop the synonyms here) HEADACHE SIAL. get the picture missy?
-----
2216hrs Patient still c/o headache. Can she just stop pressing the damn call bell and shutthefuckup? For the love of satisfaction, i would love to intoxicate your damn liver by administering loads of Panadol as requested. But since i have an angelic soul, i restrain myself from doing it. Dr. George noted.
-----
okay, Dr. George coming or not? ohmygod.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
♥azi / 11:21 PM
bloody shopaholics.
annur and i actually bought mints. because of how cute the tin was. (mine is black with 'Little I' in front. annur's pink with 'NEUROTIC') and because there is a MIRROR in it. a-huh!! a MIRROR and mints.
BEAT THAT!
and my wish came true ...
... ... no no, im still looking for ron stoppable. ... ... ... ... ... shuddup lar~! NO i haven watch cars OR over the hedge. -grumble- ... ... ... ... ... NO. havent get new pumas. ... ... ... ... ... yes, still very philophobic thankyouverymuch. ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
I FINALLY GOT A NEW POLO TEEEEEEE!!!!!!! i cant stop screaming and hugging and jumping and screaming and SCREAMING when my sis hand me the beautiful polo teeeeeeeee. my parents was quite ... confuse on why i reacted that way. well, the next time u guys see me in a polo tee, ask me if THATS the new one. THEN you'll know why i cant stop screaming. :)) i swear i was almost in tears!!! like FINALLY my prayers was answered.
im going to give my new baby some lovin' congrats to nisa (mad) on her new bf =) -hugshugs-
Saturday, June 17, 2006
♥azi / 11:50 PM
dear all, bite size updates ahead.
-hard core drama today. -i never like watch/being tortured during 20cents coin game. -skipped auditions @ substations for seoul garden session with faz and is. -met up with zaid. -and walked to ain's house cause we are both depressed, and in need of a happy girl - ain.
like i said zaid, i'll be waiting for that day.
and currently feeling, numb &ho pef ul l .
love, still-searching arifah.
♥azi / 1:26 AM
HA! who says you are too busy to meet up? it all depends on whether you want to or not.
and i chose: wanted to.
and im glad i did. if not, i wouldnt have - met eusoff and nas - dreamily walking around Borders, itching to grab a book and reeeaaddd - bumped into FAISAL and airie. - ate LOADS of food at Lido - pure chilling
its been ages since i met nas. i saw eusoff 2wks ago, outside ward 47. wakaka~ anypoots, still miss both of them. sorry wasnt much of a talker (as alwayss pfft). missed my chance riding tempeh's bike. HAAAA. nvm, no love lost =p
faisal booked out today!! and gawd, i gave everyone a shock wen i squealed wen i see him. heeeeheehe. bloody fucker, i miss you okay!?!! i was almost in tears cos i wanted to tell you so much things and overwhelmed with so much emotions. boohoo. -hugs- you made my day dude!!!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
♥azi / 11:00 PM
i felt like i was dying.
but, after overheard a conversation, i was disgusted by how selfish i was. (the guy was right behind me when he was talking on the phone, he was tryin very hard to speak softly while he was crying his poor heart out, and my reliable earphones died on me - again.)
anyway, this guy just got news about his friend's death. my heart was breaking even more cos he was sobbing and crying and sniffling and ... ya ya, you got me. its one of my weakness. i cant bear to see anyone cry and be in such emotional breakdown alone. losing someone you love or someone who has changed your life is a chapter which i dare not go through alone.
so the least i could offer (bloody hell, im nothing but a stranger LOR) was tissue and give him that how-i-wish-i-can-just-give-you-a-HUGE-hug-cos-i-always-do-that-when-someone-cries subtle smile. the whole packet of tissue, cos, trust me, he looks like he needs it.
like i said, i can almost feel his lost cos he is there, in the bus, crying all alone. and all he needs at that moment was a shoulder to cry on, or someone who can reassure him, or someone to ... justbe there. well, of course, tissues.
if i were to do all that, he might think im being busybody (Asians ......). but really, thats what any human needs. unless you're bloody egoistic and souless then, its your bloody own problem lar eh.
so whats the catch/moral to this entry? anyone? anyone? no one? fine. i wont prolong your agony you lazy asses.
1.if you're feeling the whole damn world is crashing that very second in front of your face, think again. 2.if you EVER need to express yourself (ranging from fucking depressed to excessed gleeeeee), gimme a buzz. i am fluid to your moods/feelings. 3.if i happen to breakdown at any moment, just fucking hug me and let me cry k? and tell me my hair is fine.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
♥azi / 4:34 PM
i am not a superwoman. i cannot blive i did it. i VOW not to do it, but i did. wat did i do?
i took MC. first time EVER took MC during my attachment. omigawd. i just cannooottt get out of bed this morning. seriously, i cannot. i assume that i would be a teeeny bit better from yesterday, then at least can go att. BUT i just CANNOT get out of bed.
holy mother.
and its not helping with my dad lecturing on how irresponsible i will be cause i will be spreading germs to my patients (like there isnt enuf in the hospital. jeez). and my mum arguing with my dad to be quiet cos i am too sick to listen to him while her hand on my forehead, anxious cos i was sizzling hot.
all i could do was mumble dont-know-what under my breath, and continue to sleep.
spose to be out with annur. sorry babe, im not in the right state of mind and body to be enjoying cars. =(
oh btw, all that commotion happened about my mom and dad, it happened at 5.45am this morning. a very cool way to start the day huh?
overwhelmed with phlegm and super lethargic. come on, anybody, reassure me please. no one? alright, i'll live with that.
Monday, June 12, 2006
♥azi / 9:00 PM
so flawless from afar. but utterly tarnished within.
like the moon every night, like me now...
Sunday, June 11, 2006
♥azi / 5:52 PM
updatesUPDATESupddates
thursday my left butt hurts. due to parallel parking (don ask how its related). and i HATE the replacement instructor. i SUPER HATE HIIIIMMM!!! i called a few people to express my anger. sorry and thanks to all those who picked up their fone and hearing me out. hee. ----- friday bowling session with zaid. yes, i suck at it. shutupbitch. i finally treat yoo ice cream. yay~! OH! at first we went to Orchid Country Club thinkin it'll be ulu. BUT its super packed cos theres some championship going out. SO wechicken out thinkin the whole world wll watch us play, we went to Yishun SAFRA. we board at the wrong Q and detour around yishun before reaching there. i love getting lost. =D and i never took so many bus rides before lar! yes zaid, i'll consider taking bus concession. bleah~ ----- saturday stayed for a while for Conflicts rehearsal. i love the challenge in getting Dian out of Nureen. seriously. its so addictive, but too bad she has to go off first. BOO. supposed to go rewang at zaida's sis's wedding. but the guys and gerls wont be there, soooo yeah. hehehe. instead ... hang out with the greatest brother in the world. then head home to watch World Cup. i dont watch soccer. but if you cant beat them, join them right? ----- today since theres no madrasah, i devoted my heart and soul to the family. went lunch with them. then, bro and sis in law balik kl, sis and bro in law balik clementi, parents balik woodlands, i went to the wedding with the gerls. manage to fix a date for detoxing session. if i can make it, so can you guys! =p
nice cooooling weather, teh in front of me, Cecelia with me, Tiffany is calling me, and im off to watch dvd.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
♥azi / 9:41 AM
it was a bad day yesterday in 'the chosen ward'. i personally thought the whole 666 issue was all crap until yesterday. but oh well, i would like to say its coincidence. and it isnt fantastic being the only nyp nurse assigned at those beds. the number of NG feedings are like God's sent. -rolls eyes-
i see a very fulfilling 3wks. yes, i did add a tinge of sarcasm.
-----
one of my friends asked me a very good question yesterday. okay, not those rocket science questions, but, its a simple question which i cant seem to relate to. hence, i cannot ans him.
"so what do you do when you're happy?"
i really don't know.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
♥azi / 6:39 PM
WHY THE HELL I FEEL LIKE I AM DOING ALL THE WORK? WHY SHOULD I FOLLOW ALL YOUR FRIGGIN ORDERS? YEAH, I AM SO DAMN FREE WHAT. I HAVE NO ATTACHMENT WAT. I AM AT HOME CONTEMPLATING ON WHAT DVD I SHOULD WATCH WAAAAT. UNLIKE YOU, WHO IS HAVING ICAS AFTER ICAS, WHO IS BEING THE GODDAMN ANGEL AM I FUCKING RIGHT? HEY, THIS IS NOT YOUR FUTURE JOB. JUST FRIGGIN RELAX. GET A GRIP & GET A LIFE. LIKE THERE IS NOTHING ELSE YOU CAN TALK ABOUT TO ME BUT THE SAME OLD THING. I SWEAR I CAN PREDICT WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO ASK ME EACH TIME YOU SMS/IM/CALL/EMAIL ME.
i should consider not telling you my new number the next time (i ever) change it. if there is anything to look forward to (there is none these days), YOU and YOUR DAILY BUGS are definitelynot one of them.
kapish?
Saturday, June 03, 2006
♥azi / 11:53 PM
jam & hop yday was ... i dono how to put it. hahah. like what annur said, its not the event, its the company that made it fun. yeah! oh, someone hit my forearm, and left a bruise. thanks eh.
for the first time in a long time, i had fun during Conflicts (or any) rehearsal.
ppl have been falling sick too. specially to zaid, get well soon pleaseee! i owe you ice cream rmb? hahah.
crashed at annur's place to game and watch movies and rot and cry and scream and push and cry and cry and laugh-out-loud and more crying (for me =x). after the arrival of the great iskandar, they wanted to watch ju-on. ju-on YOU KNOW. anyone who knows me well would know im an anti-horror movie person. bloody hell. i kept lookin at my fone hoping for a miracle to happen, munch the food loudly, and cover my eyes and ears. so in the end, they watched the jacket.
i was still very paranoid.
-----
drastic changes huh? i know you guys miss me. no, really. not those perasan things i like to say, but, seriously, i know some of you guys miss me.
i miss her too.
ps: nisa my publicist, its what's within that matters. thats why it doesnt look like it seems. and oh, im just talking about what you thought your president's condition looks like.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
♥azi / 10:02 PM
my ain. my zaid.
i need yous the most.
♥ azi
and as a profession, I am a follower of Florence Nightingale.
Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you. And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds. You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything. And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.
HAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA!!!! wat the crap, im all about red ladies & gentlemen.
ALL ABOUT RED.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
/ 11:51 PM
7even HA! this is for you, sir richard thompson. didnt realise until i saw 'Suzy' in your list.
7 Random Things About Me 1. great obsession for polo tees 2. chocoholic 3. loathe insects, seriously. 4. crying is a form of therapy for me. 5. i used to date agent vaughn. 6. currently dating dr. george. 7. biore facial foam: cucumber extract - my best friend
7 Things That Scare Me 1. INSECTS, especially the flying ones. -wails- 2. bad hair day 3. the end of time 4. disorganize/messy room 5. a deeeeeeep well. like, neverending you know? 6. horror movies. period. 7. losing people who are close to my heart. losing my family, losing my friends, losing ....
7 Random Music At The Moment 1. Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing 2. Lifehouse - You and Me 3. Dishwalla - Angels or Devils (Live) 4. Ani Defranco - Wishin and Hoping 5. Jason Mraz - Bella Luna 6. Jason Mraz - Please Don't Tell Her 7. Orson - Look Around
7 Things I Like Most 1. chocolates 2. books 3. red 4. the stage 5. chocolates 6. surprises 7. chocolates
7 Things I Often Say 1. errrrr, rrrrriiigghttt 2. shuddup lar 3. ey mangkuk! 4. mak kau punyer laki. 5. shit 6. aperrr jerrr 7. ohmygawd
7 People To Do This - i choose to ignore this. heehee.
and theres more to these seven. meet/know me to discover more.
and i still owe putri nisa 'my dream groom'. hahaha. biler i am ready, i will post it okay sayang... till then, tunggu jer lar.
/ 11:03 PM
overwhelmed with anger. instead of tearing like i always do, i munch.
munch munch munch MUNCH on keropok. munch munch munch MUNCH on twix. superrrrr sipppiiinnggg on a drink. the angrier i get, the faster i munch/sip.
flardie fudge.
lets hope i wont be angry often. or else, i will gain kilos faster. and i love my hair.
Monday, June 26, 2006
/ 4:38 PM
today marks the end of my 8weeks of attachment. why sucha weird day to end? cos i was on one-day MC last 2 wks rmb? yeah, then i make-up today.
which means, i just reach sg, then off i went to nuh.
which means, i am deprived of sleep.
which caused, constant stoning session in the ward today.
which, didnt affect any of my patients in any way or another. -you asses, i can hear a sigh of relief. you all better watch out i tell you-
so, since the attachments has ended and holidays are in, it means major resting/reading/sleeping/sleeping/shopping/sleeping/resting and more of the same right?
i wish.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
/ 12:08 PM
emergency trip to kl. leaving in 5mins time.
terribly and really really sorry to annur and my mad girls. im sorry i let you all down again.
random questions another day..
love you all. you, you, you..
and yes, i still love you.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
/ 10:15 PM
okay. i swear i have a list of things to blog about today.
and suddenly it ... deleted from my mind.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
/ 10:13 PM
2130hrs Patient c/o headache. Panadol given.
-----
massive, unmanagable, mammoth, titanic, monstrous, gargantuan, huge, big mama, thumping, super duper (i should stop the synonyms here) HEADACHE SIAL. get the picture missy?
-----
2216hrs Patient still c/o headache. Can she just stop pressing the damn call bell and shutthefuckup? For the love of satisfaction, i would love to intoxicate your damn liver by administering loads of Panadol as requested. But since i have an angelic soul, i restrain myself from doing it. Dr. George noted.
-----
okay, Dr. George coming or not? ohmygod.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
/ 11:21 PM
bloody shopaholics.
annur and i actually bought mints. because of how cute the tin was. (mine is black with 'Little I' in front. annur's pink with 'NEUROTIC') and because there is a MIRROR in it. a-huh!! a MIRROR and mints.
BEAT THAT!
and my wish came true ...
... ... no no, im still looking for ron stoppable. ... ... ... ... ... shuddup lar~! NO i haven watch cars OR over the hedge. -grumble- ... ... ... ... ... NO. havent get new pumas. ... ... ... ... ... yes, still very philophobic thankyouverymuch. ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
I FINALLY GOT A NEW POLO TEEEEEEE!!!!!!! i cant stop screaming and hugging and jumping and screaming and SCREAMING when my sis hand me the beautiful polo teeeeeeeee. my parents was quite ... confuse on why i reacted that way. well, the next time u guys see me in a polo tee, ask me if THATS the new one. THEN you'll know why i cant stop screaming. :)) i swear i was almost in tears!!! like FINALLY my prayers was answered.
im going to give my new baby some lovin' congrats to nisa (mad) on her new bf =) -hugshugs-
Saturday, June 17, 2006
/ 11:50 PM
dear all, bite size updates ahead.
-hard core drama today. -i never like watch/being tortured during 20cents coin game. -skipped auditions @ substations for seoul garden session with faz and is. -met up with zaid. -and walked to ain's house cause we are both depressed, and in need of a happy girl - ain.
like i said zaid, i'll be waiting for that day.
and currently feeling, numb &ho pef ul l .
love, still-searching arifah.
/ 1:26 AM
HA! who says you are too busy to meet up? it all depends on whether you want to or not.
and i chose: wanted to.
and im glad i did. if not, i wouldnt have - met eusoff and nas - dreamily walking around Borders, itching to grab a book and reeeaaddd - bumped into FAISAL and airie. - ate LOADS of food at Lido - pure chilling
its been ages since i met nas. i saw eusoff 2wks ago, outside ward 47. wakaka~ anypoots, still miss both of them. sorry wasnt much of a talker (as alwayss pfft). missed my chance riding tempeh's bike. HAAAA. nvm, no love lost =p
faisal booked out today!! and gawd, i gave everyone a shock wen i squealed wen i see him. heeeeheehe. bloody fucker, i miss you okay!?!! i was almost in tears cos i wanted to tell you so much things and overwhelmed with so much emotions. boohoo. -hugs- you made my day dude!!!
Thursday, June 15, 2006
/ 11:00 PM
i felt like i was dying.
but, after overheard a conversation, i was disgusted by how selfish i was. (the guy was right behind me when he was talking on the phone, he was tryin very hard to speak softly while he was crying his poor heart out, and my reliable earphones died on me - again.)
anyway, this guy just got news about his friend's death. my heart was breaking even more cos he was sobbing and crying and sniffling and ... ya ya, you got me. its one of my weakness. i cant bear to see anyone cry and be in such emotional breakdown alone. losing someone you love or someone who has changed your life is a chapter which i dare not go through alone.
so the least i could offer (bloody hell, im nothing but a stranger LOR) was tissue and give him that how-i-wish-i-can-just-give-you-a-HUGE-hug-cos-i-always-do-that-when-someone-cries subtle smile. the whole packet of tissue, cos, trust me, he looks like he needs it.
like i said, i can almost feel his lost cos he is there, in the bus, crying all alone. and all he needs at that moment was a shoulder to cry on, or someone who can reassure him, or someone to ... justbe there. well, of course, tissues.
if i were to do all that, he might think im being busybody (Asians ......). but really, thats what any human needs. unless you're bloody egoistic and souless then, its your bloody own problem lar eh.
so whats the catch/moral to this entry? anyone? anyone? no one? fine. i wont prolong your agony you lazy asses.
1.if you're feeling the whole damn world is crashing that very second in front of your face, think again. 2.if you EVER need to express yourself (ranging from fucking depressed to excessed gleeeeee), gimme a buzz. i am fluid to your moods/feelings. 3.if i happen to breakdown at any moment, just fucking hug me and let me cry k? and tell me my hair is fine.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
/ 4:34 PM
i am not a superwoman. i cannot blive i did it. i VOW not to do it, but i did. wat did i do?
i took MC. first time EVER took MC during my attachment. omigawd. i just cannooottt get out of bed this morning. seriously, i cannot. i assume that i would be a teeeny bit better from yesterday, then at least can go att. BUT i just CANNOT get out of bed.
holy mother.
and its not helping with my dad lecturing on how irresponsible i will be cause i will be spreading germs to my patients (like there isnt enuf in the hospital. jeez). and my mum arguing with my dad to be quiet cos i am too sick to listen to him while her hand on my forehead, anxious cos i was sizzling hot.
all i could do was mumble dont-know-what under my breath, and continue to sleep.
spose to be out with annur. sorry babe, im not in the right state of mind and body to be enjoying cars. =(
oh btw, all that commotion happened about my mom and dad, it happened at 5.45am this morning. a very cool way to start the day huh?
overwhelmed with phlegm and super lethargic. come on, anybody, reassure me please. no one? alright, i'll live with that.
Monday, June 12, 2006
/ 9:00 PM
so flawless from afar. but utterly tarnished within.
like the moon every night, like me now...
Sunday, June 11, 2006
/ 5:52 PM
updatesUPDATESupddates
thursday my left butt hurts. due to parallel parking (don ask how its related). and i HATE the replacement instructor. i SUPER HATE HIIIIMMM!!! i called a few people to express my anger. sorry and thanks to all those who picked up their fone and hearing me out. hee. ----- friday bowling session with zaid. yes, i suck at it. shutupbitch. i finally treat yoo ice cream. yay~! OH! at first we went to Orchid Country Club thinkin it'll be ulu. BUT its super packed cos theres some championship going out. SO wechicken out thinkin the whole world wll watch us play, we went to Yishun SAFRA. we board at the wrong Q and detour around yishun before reaching there. i love getting lost. =D and i never took so many bus rides before lar! yes zaid, i'll consider taking bus concession. bleah~ ----- saturday stayed for a while for Conflicts rehearsal. i love the challenge in getting Dian out of Nureen. seriously. its so addictive, but too bad she has to go off first. BOO. supposed to go rewang at zaida's sis's wedding. but the guys and gerls wont be there, soooo yeah. hehehe. instead ... hang out with the greatest brother in the world. then head home to watch World Cup. i dont watch soccer. but if you cant beat them, join them right? ----- today since theres no madrasah, i devoted my heart and soul to the family. went lunch with them. then, bro and sis in law balik kl, sis and bro in law balik clementi, parents balik woodlands, i went to the wedding with the gerls. manage to fix a date for detoxing session. if i can make it, so can you guys! =p
nice cooooling weather, teh in front of me, Cecelia with me, Tiffany is calling me, and im off to watch dvd.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
/ 9:41 AM
it was a bad day yesterday in 'the chosen ward'. i personally thought the whole 666 issue was all crap until yesterday. but oh well, i would like to say its coincidence. and it isnt fantastic being the only nyp nurse assigned at those beds. the number of NG feedings are like God's sent. -rolls eyes-
i see a very fulfilling 3wks. yes, i did add a tinge of sarcasm.
-----
one of my friends asked me a very good question yesterday. okay, not those rocket science questions, but, its a simple question which i cant seem to relate to. hence, i cannot ans him.
"so what do you do when you're happy?"
i really don't know.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
/ 6:39 PM
WHY THE HELL I FEEL LIKE I AM DOING ALL THE WORK? WHY SHOULD I FOLLOW ALL YOUR FRIGGIN ORDERS? YEAH, I AM SO DAMN FREE WHAT. I HAVE NO ATTACHMENT WAT. I AM AT HOME CONTEMPLATING ON WHAT DVD I SHOULD WATCH WAAAAT. UNLIKE YOU, WHO IS HAVING ICAS AFTER ICAS, WHO IS BEING THE GODDAMN ANGEL AM I FUCKING RIGHT? HEY, THIS IS NOT YOUR FUTURE JOB. JUST FRIGGIN RELAX. GET A GRIP & GET A LIFE. LIKE THERE IS NOTHING ELSE YOU CAN TALK ABOUT TO ME BUT THE SAME OLD THING. I SWEAR I CAN PREDICT WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO ASK ME EACH TIME YOU SMS/IM/CALL/EMAIL ME.
i should consider not telling you my new number the next time (i ever) change it. if there is anything to look forward to (there is none these days), YOU and YOUR DAILY BUGS are definitelynot one of them.
kapish?
Saturday, June 03, 2006
/ 11:53 PM
jam & hop yday was ... i dono how to put it. hahah. like what annur said, its not the event, its the company that made it fun. yeah! oh, someone hit my forearm, and left a bruise. thanks eh.
for the first time in a long time, i had fun during Conflicts (or any) rehearsal.
ppl have been falling sick too. specially to zaid, get well soon pleaseee! i owe you ice cream rmb? hahah.
crashed at annur's place to game and watch movies and rot and cry and scream and push and cry and cry and laugh-out-loud and more crying (for me =x). after the arrival of the great iskandar, they wanted to watch ju-on. ju-on YOU KNOW. anyone who knows me well would know im an anti-horror movie person. bloody hell. i kept lookin at my fone hoping for a miracle to happen, munch the food loudly, and cover my eyes and ears. so in the end, they watched the jacket.
i was still very paranoid.
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drastic changes huh? i know you guys miss me. no, really. not those perasan things i like to say, but, seriously, i know some of you guys miss me.
i miss her too.
ps: nisa my publicist, its what's within that matters. thats why it doesnt look like it seems. and oh, im just talking about what you thought your president's condition looks like.
