♥azi / 5:09 PM

boo!

hehex.

oritey, my flu is finally gone for good!
now shoo! go and bug someone else ..

and im soooo screwed coz tmr's my bio paper.
arrrr! bloody toot. and im still struggling tryin to squeeze some terms.
bleah. wat to do, no choice rite. haish.

and its pouring now. like realli looor.
haha. yah.. i cant even see the block across the road.
its that heavy.

im spose to be studying now, but im multi-tasking.
listenin to songs, wif my notes on the table, blogging, cutting my nails and lookin at Seventeen.com
siao rite? haha.

oh oh! i finally get to meet my fabulous 5 on 8tv yday.
like oh-my-gayness! okie no, jus jk. haha
gosh how i miss watching them!!!!

hmm, i wonder wats the theme color for raya this yr..
still deciding toh.
i heard purple is the new pink.. but i duno if tat will be the theme color.
my bro's theme color is silver. cool man..
my sis's family theme color is orangey pink. she ar, nak ajer mix-mix. haha.
my mom...? i duno yet. me n another bro suggested black.
lolx! she went ballistic telling us we have no color sense.
eh relek ar mama... hoho.

and in an hr's time, im leaving to buka at my bro's place.
super coooolness!
but i will miss gilmore girls and wont be able to mug as much.

*shivers*

i tink i shall shut my piehole ya?


ps: i miss my frens alot!!!! and ive been stayin indoors alot lately. shucks.

♥azi / 10:45 PM

my flu sorta got worst..
and im still surviving.
yay, go me.

today paper was cool.

okielar. and i was kinda freezing at the sports hall.
like seriously.. and cant stop sneezing.
arrr!

and along the way, met alot of ppl.
haha simply shows its gonna be a good day.
well, it sorta end up good..
but thrs some hiccups here and thr.

watever.

been slackin the whole day.
wic is good. and bad. haha
coz exams not over yeeeet.

bio. omg. the tot of it made me stress already.
so lets change subject!!

ooorite! i miss reading books.
stayin in the lib and snuggle at a seat with a bk in hand..
yah, the feeling of it jus soothing.

ferk.
suddenly im depressed.
:(

♥azi / 1:10 AM

hey ppl.
yes, finally decided to blog.

some updates as quickly as possible coz im feeling very lethargic.
bleahz.

today was my first paper.
ever.
like a proper exam in NYP in the sports hall.
pretty cool coz its like, we year 1 nursing students took up all the space in the sports hall.
very cool.
and finally get to meet everyone we know at the same time.
well, obviously for one reason, the goodlooking hottie was in my zone too.
haha.
*sigh*

ok bak, so yah. and i sorta fell asleep while shading my OMR.
suicidal? yah! duh!
lolx! cheap thrill. but then agn, i manage to wake up and complete my paper.
and i tell u, im koffing like mad.
somemore we're in the sports hall.. so.. yah.. like echo-ey.. den like
koff! kofkofko. ..fko..ff.
hehe yeah. not tat dramatic, but u get wat i mean yah.

and the lecturer who will tok on the mic is mdm ho, omg. she sound so cuuute!!
hahaha so farnie. and she scared me for the last 10 mins of paper.
why? coz i was asleep aft completing my paper.

overall, the paper was cool.
i hope i get a B at least.

but watever, i nd to rest now.
tmr's socio paper.
den shall chiong for bio!
hopefully my flu will subside.

*crossfingers*

ps: thx ain for being my lifesaver this morning! ok wait, yday morning!! *hugs*

♥azi / 10:23 PM

boo (x

this is ridiculous.
im like.. supose to be mugging
but im like.. NOT.

haha

weeeee!

okie what-everrrr..!

jus wana point one very important thing.
and this goes to all my beloved frens who can stand listening to me how sexy can cars be..

PEOPLE tat i LOVE and ADORE...!!! dun make me SUFFER....!
ACCOMPANY ME TO THE MOTORSHOW PUH-LEEEZEEEE!!!
for the love of cars!!
gawd!! have mercy!!

muahahahaha!!

hehex.
ok here are the details..
the exhibition thingy at suntec from 11-21nov
so yupyup!!anione free, call me, den we shall express our devotion for the oh-so-sexy cars.

*dreams*

well, if ure not free then, make sure u make urself free.
muahahaha....!
weeeeeee!!!
wen i saw the ad, i was like. FERK!
i SO SO need to bring someone!!! den i start panickin, hyperventilate and all i can think of is cars. lolx. k im exaggerating, but seriously. hehe.

*faints*


_// pssst. call me tau.. regarding on the motorshow if u so so dun wana c me suffer.
well, u can call jus to say u miss me alot. no prob! haha
cheers mate! *muaxmuax*

♥azi / 9:30 PM

today i had an hr of socio tutorial.
and tats all for the dae folks!

bloody nuts rite?

on my way to sch, i saw this guy readin a book (yah i know, they read BOOKS eh? hehex.)
alredy its surprising they are reading a BOOK, it gave me the eye-open when i saw what he was reading.
(yah, tat means the bk- not the guy.)
Stephen Ambrose's Band of Brothers.
like kambing! i have tat book too!!
and i jus wana go thr and hug the book!
to show my love and devotion for the book, not the reader,mind you..

haha. i bet some of you must be thinkin its abt the GUY, and not the book ar.
noti noti.

hmm, aft tutorial, wen out wif ain!!! and watch white chicks.
hoho. yah, bulan puaser go watch movie.
but wat-everrrrr.
den caught up wif each other's stuff.

and i met the same guy wen i was on my way to sch, at the traffic light towards civic.
i was pretty shocked toh.
well, he is kinda cute.
haha.
and he is this like, mysterious kinda guy jus by his eyes..
its like, he has this straight face, wif those oh-so-sexy eyes.
he has this hindustan hero look.
*drools*

OoooKAY bak to reality.

so aft watching the movie, i head home.
and im spose to be studying, but end up slacking.
ie. watching tv (actually spose to be gaming. o well, wat-everrr)
weeeeee.

den watch tv till 6 and went cwp wif mom.
go to the bazar.
and my oh my, i met loads of familiar faces.
from evg (wic is inevitable *rolls eyes*), to madrasah and even met those frm ust. taufik's house.so yah!
and thrs quite a handful evgians selling stuff thr.
it wud be kinda cool lookin at them struggling. hoho!

ok dun be mean, arifah.

jus now, i saw this guy. and i duno wat came to me, he jus took my breath away and left me NOT thinkin.
he is so gorgeous.
wne he look at my direction, i almost jump out of my wits and lose grip of the plastic bags i was holding and i stupidly walk straight and kept my cool.
like act as toh nutin happen and the world is still spinning.
oh-my-god.
simply attractive.

miss that feeling.

hahaha!

okay, seriously my fellow countrymen (and ahem women), i NEED to hit the books.
esp aft days of slackism.

unless thrs anitin interestin happen to me, my blog will be on hiatus aight?

toodles! miss me not!


_// i met my my past and present. my future seems further than my past. it [my past] keeps coming back. one tip - leave.

♥azi / 3:39 PM

crap lar kambing.
i jus typed an entry and its all gone.
kambing ar!
stooooopid server.
urgh watever.

*pause*

i miss my sec sch frens.
esp ain.

:(

♥azi / 4:43 PM

halooooo...!
okie me bak at home.

*sigh*

super cooolness man.
and now the weather is jus great.. it looks like its gonna pour.
and its the kind of weather where u can have a cup of hot milo.. u sit on a couch with your legs rested, tuning into Bond, fireplace in front of you and jus enjoying every moment.
well, obviously i was jus dreaming and ... thinkin and ... the rest is a mystery for u.

:p

orite! so, abt the mrt opera?

here it goes.

the train stopped super long at yishun station.
so being arifah, i waited patiently. duh rite?
coz no choice, i am late aniwei.
ok so, aft like 5 mins (yah, it was super long i tell u. i can grow a beard!), the train finally decided to move.
and suddenly thrs this lady (coz it sounds like) shouted like its her train. i can remember every single thing she said. but seriously, it was kinda thriling.
and every one in my cabin sorta tried to look who was it.
popping their head like a turtle out of its shell..
hahaha its pure entertainment. both the lady and the audience.
and i shant mention ani sensitive stuff in here, coz i duno, i may get sued.
so here it is..

"MALAYS AND INDIANS ARE STUPID! NO ONE CAN TALK TO ME ABOUT ____! maybe you should learn how to speak mandarin. EVERYBODY SHOULD LEARN HOW TO SPEAK MANDARIN!
*pause*
I CANT HIRE YOU!! NOT ONLY HERE BUT ALSO IN MALAYSIA! MALAYS IN _____ ARE STUPID!! FUCK ____!! HE MUST DIE, HE MUST DIE!
*pause*
DONT YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT AM I SAYING?! "

etc etc.

it was kinda scarielar..
as though everyone had the same thinkin, we(those who are alighting at yck) all stood even b4 we reach YCK. hahaha. and why? jus to c who was it.
and again being arifah, i am unable to c. mayb coz of the angle and stuff.
so, i manage to c who was it coz she shouted like hell wen i leave the train..
i was on the escalator and there she was literally shouting - motionless but shouting.
an indian lady.. goodness me.

oh, and heres a twist.

she wasnt on a phone.
no earpiece, no fone.
n o t h i n g.
jus thr, screaming and shouting her heart out abt some unhappiness she go tru. (i guess..?)

kinda sad for her.
prolly unable to get a job?
or maybe had some bad trauma abt sumtin?
or some psychological problems?
i duno...
come to think of it, i thank God for who/what i am today.

now, isnt that cheap thrill?

♥azi / 1:38 PM

ok watever.
i typed the stuff like a few seconds ago and i lost it coz of a lecturer who chased us out.
and made me panic..
and i accidentally clicked the wrong thing
and BOOM all gone.

i shall reype it all over agn. well, if i can remember wat are the exact words yah?

----

ahem.
crap,im in the nyp lab.. and im bored.
lalalala

well, ive been duelling on where farah and i shud go.. in libby, e-plaza or the comp lab.
and u know wat, i went all 3 of them and im in the comp lab.
oh happiness.

zzzz.

now waiting for ponraj's lecture..
and if its not for him, i wud be at home snoozing away wif my Dee Dee bolster.
and wen am i able to enjoy tat? aft 4pm.
goddamnit.
and okie, plus the journey home .. *counts*
prolly ard 4.45.
zzzzzzz

oh! and also 7.30pm.
lemme sae sumtin abt the movie.. it has a lil different touch to it..
it has romace stuff in it.
kinda erm.. i duno, change the perception and 'way' wat u call a 'WAR' movie..
so yah.
o hell, who am i to say abt war rite.. coz ive nv been into one.
so watever... this is wat i tink yah.
but watever it is, i still love war movies..
yeah! rockon bazoookas!!

o yah!
thrs sumtin interesting happen on my way to sch jus now.
super cheap thrill i must say.
especially wen my lil FM radio decided to die on me on a monday.
so, it adds a lil entertainment for everyone.
okie, i shall shut up and start tokin abt it..

*pause*
*takes in a deep breath,stretch myself and . . .*

orite ppl gtg!
heeeeee.
lemme keep you in suspense yah. doesnt hurt rite?
oh wait,wat is tat?
a clue?
orite orite u poor child..
politics in public.
how is tat?happie?
no? ok watever. go cry to ur mama. suit urself.

tash ppl!

----

so yah, tats wat i kinda wrote..
and i reali gtg coz my ass is freezing.
capish?

♥azi / 1:25 PM

crap, im in the nyp comp lab.
to kill time.
lalalala.

yeah, for the past 2 hrs, ive been duellin if shud go to libby, e-plaza or the comp lab.
and u know wat, i went to all 3 and now im in comp lab wif farah.

oh happiness.
cant wait for 4pm to start slacking AGAIN.

zzzz

o yes, 7.30pm also.
but i wana sae tat, this pearl harbor movie, had a lil touch to it.
yah, romance.
it totally change a whole new look and preception of a wat u call 'WAR'
but then agn, who am i to say big abt it coz ive nv gone tru one.
o well, watever. i jus sae wat i wana sae .. and why is tat?
this is my blog. period.

bleahz.

so the bored.
if not for ponraj's lect, i'll be at home now snoozing away.
o yah! thrs a coool incident on my way to sch jus now.
kinda cheap thrill.. even btr wen my lil FM radio is spoilt.
so.... voila, an entertainment in the mrt. more like reality show. muaha.
k lame. i shall start telling wat hapen..

*pause*
*takes in a deep breath, stretch myself..and here we go*

orite guys. gtg now!
muahaha lolx.
later la k.. kp u in suspense..

wait, wat is tat? a clue.
ok, politics in public.
there u go, happie?
no? watever. suit yourself.

tash ppl!!

♥azi / 1:37 PM

suddenly i cant wait for 7.30 to come.
no, its not gilmore girls but pearl habour.
ive watched it before.. and i duno why im so excited to watch a movie based on the tragic war.
(like ani war is - tragic)
heee. i love watchin war movies.
okay, anione care to join me on the war movie marathon aft the exams?
u know where to reach me yeah...

;)

oh yes, did i mention im feelin sick.
yeah, i may nt look like i am, but seriously, i bloody am.
:x oops. sori, pauser-puaser tak bagus ckp gitu kaaaan.
heee.
aniwei, im having a bad bad sorethroat. and it sorta create an infectious process tat cause me to have slight temp. nothing drastic but i can manage.
like having tat is not enough, im having *ahem* unbearable cramps that made me stay on bed all day long.
o gawd.
i shall look all of this as obstacles. esp during this holy month.
for those who knows what this is called in malay, altogether now - cubaan (commonly pronounced as chooooo-baa-aaan. hehex.)

*pause*

sometimes i am tempted to cut my hair again.
when i tink again, i rather not.
coz i loooove having my long curls.
sigh. but its kinda frustrating u know.. and wen ppl come to me and mention oh how envious they are to have such natural curls (let me flatter myself ya :p) , all i can do is smile back and sae otherwise.
it happens. ppl wif straight hair wished they have curls and vice versa.
when i saw ppl with nice straight hair, i suddenly turn into a crazy haidresser with scissors ready to pounce on delicious hair. but another side of me told to jus look away and go 'whatever.'
mind you, i have nothing against those ppl. just envy them.

but i still love myself.
(=
esp those cheeeks of mine!!

*rolls eyes. ya rite*

♥azi / 11:00 AM

our lecturer dedicate this song to us (whole of grp D) coz it was the last lecture with her for sem 1. and i jus cant help it but to post the lyrics.

so, go figure.

---------

john denver - perhaps love

Perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble when you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window, perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer, it wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself and don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel
For some a way of living, for some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean, full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside, thunder when it rains
If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel
For some a way of living, for some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know

--------

sigh.

♥azi / 8:39 PM

yup, another entry.
simply shows how 'preoccupied' i am.
bleahz.

i tink i shud realli start studying. no seriously.
exams in . . .
*counts*
oh great, i dun even know how many dayz to D-Day.
simply great.
oh well, it starts on 26th.
pretty excited toh. heee.
yah i know, siao.
hehe.

while i was breaking fast, i feel like something is missing.
when i look around at the table, i realised what or ... who was it.
my sister and my elder brother.
my sis at KL and my brother.. well, hanging with his lovely wife.
kinda sad wheni continue thinkin about the erm future pictures.

like, my another brother. prolly he'll be living in KL nex yr onwards.
and my sis will be staying at clementi.
while in wlands jus left 4 of us.
or mayb staying in clementi also.
i duno. i get emotional thinkin abt this.

so i shall stop thinkin abt it NOW.

weeeeee!
so excited!! tmr pearl harbor is on tv!
oh happiness.
omg o yah! i sorta slept for 3 hrs today. and im so proud of it.
hahaha.
yah, coz usually my friday is like, super long coz i have lesson till 4.
yeah!! hehe. and i actually slept tru those times.

*beams*

hmmm
my socio lecturer told us to be motivated to study.
and ive decided to be motivated by listing out the things i can/will do ...
- have a war movie marathon (yah, meaning, watch as many war movies as possible)
- think of all the possible fame i am able to get (abit stoopid but i get motivated :p)
- have a picture of my baby cooper (enough said)
- think the freedom i can get aft that 5 papers (hardcore gaming session)
- hibernate like theres no tomoro.

yah, pretty much tats all to list.
i'll jus add some more.
weeeee!

and to at least feel like ive made my day more meaningful,
i'll drag my fat ass and start mugging.

_// psst. how's my new layout? ((;

♥azi / 1:22 PM

friendship is made in the heart,




Silent




Unwritten.




Unbreakable by distance.




Unchangeable by time.



once a friend, always a friend.


_// speechless.

♥azi / 1:19 PM

hmmm

i shud be studying.. or at least pretend to study..
but im at my comp playings games and hope miracle could happen.
i even tot of playing my xbox.. or watch dvd.

hmmm

shud i?
heeeeee.

o well, it doesnt hurt to take a break.
and to enjoy the coolest day ever coz i onli have one hr lecture and thats all for the day.
weeeeee!!

happiness.

im havin a bad sorethroat.
i feel like i can koff out a furball.

yux. ouchie.

lalalala
im bored.
somebody entertain me pls.
lalalala

♥azi / 9:53 AM

orite.
im in the nyp lab and i jus finished my one hr lecture..
yupyup
tat means i can jolly well go home..
heeeeee

and its onli 9.54am.
the onli reason i come to sch today coz i nd to hand in my assignment.
haish. yah, me good girl.
weeeee!!!

and its the first day of ramadhan. so glad..
dat means raya is comin!! weeeeee!!!

so, now i have to focus on my exams since the major stuff is almost over.
omg. jus the tot of exams gives me dejavu of my sec sch.

orite la, i gtg now. ciaoz.

♥azi / 11:37 PM

o yes.
its finally over.

2 wks went by like a breeze [not] and bam- the end of production.
was screaming like hell when it finally ENDED.
the tot of it is jus made me estatic.

it means ....
no more goin home super duper late.
no more going home feeling a part of me is abused.
no more lying on the freaking floor.
no more okay-im-goin-to-nag-at-you-coz-its-for-your-own-good session [wic simply means DEBRIEF].
no more sweating like kambingz.
n o m o r e

and i spent at least 45 mins in the toilet yday nite tryin to have a proper shower.
it sure felt good.
as if i jus went back from 4D3N camp at campsite
:x

ANYWAY, my beloved frens came to watch the production.
pretty touched tat they came.
thx guys! i really appreciate it.
dun come and hate me coz uve wasted an hr or so to watch me.. or its super hot coz the fan is like pathetic.. or the show wasnt tat good.
anyhow, i still love you guys

;)

for those who cant make it for any apparent reason, all of you owe me an explanation and Kit Kat chunky.
no excuses.
no 'buts'. JUST DO IT.
haha jkjk. reeeelac lar.
i still love you guys equally.

*muax*

and im waiting for 12am to watch my Queer Eye hotties.
yeah baby! ive longed for u guys!!!!!
and band of brothers. oh wait, i lend it to khai. zzzz.
den err... OH!!! pearl harbor nex wk.
coool shit rite?!?!! like yeah man!

*hums faith hill's there you'll be*

omgomgomgomg.
i so so so nd to watch movie.
wimbledon.white chicks!!!!!!!!!!!!
ferk man. im deprived of movies.
anione? okie nvm. i shall find someone.
hehehehe.

i shall stop blabberring.
till then, i love cooper baby!!!


_// and stop making me hate you *

♥azi / 1:13 AM

thank goodness tmr's the performance.
oh wait, today is the performance coz friday is already here.
teehee.
and aft the performance, i'll break freeeeeeeeee.....!!!!
yes, yes... YES!!! and i will be able to do my 1200 words essay wic i have to hand in nex friday!!!
and i can at least spend my time with xbox....

*squeals*

and im proud to say i skipped lecture!!
hohoho!!!
first time i skipped lecture intentonally.
socio lecture. i still cant blive i missed it coz i love sociology.
surprisingly some ppl noticed i wasnt there.
hahaha.
and eusoff, if ure reading this, im nt tokin abt you.
:p

lets tok abt the production.
*clears throat*

it has definitely been a great process.
other than going home super late coz of grilling session aft each practice,
i had fun getting to know the other cast members.
and i hate to admit tat im kinda sad its gonna b over in 24 hrs.
reminds me of the footdrill competition.
all the scoldings, free suntanning session... etc etc. its kinda worthwhile.

:)

i have class at 9am.. and im still awake.
its, look on the bright side.
i'll have free make-up for the drama!!
weeeeee!!!
hehe. call me vain, i jus love it when the make-up ppl spend so much time jus putting on eyeliner or doin eye makeup.
hehehehehe

till then, wish us [stageartz-ers] luck for the production!!!!

♥azi / 5:16 PM

oh happines!!
finally im updating my blog.

and im in nyp's computer lab. yeah..
nutin wrong wif my comp, but i jus decided to indulge myself with the sch's computers
hoho

last wk has been interestingly packed with endless 'excitement'
jus a bite-size info for each day yah..

monday: met up wif eka and tee *squeals*
tuesday: its my 1st ICA presentation!!
wednesday: hmm, more of bio..
thursday: bob fell on me! *cries*
friday: had bio prac and theory test. cool bananas.....!hang out with my beloved frens *beams*
saturday: yawnz. drama practise... lalalala. and i sprained my ankle.
sunday: cried a river aft watching the hindi show. and gilmore girls session!!! *swings bra*

yupyup.
and im patiently waiting for 6pm.
lalalalala

shoot!
gotta rush, someone's chasing me out of the lab.
bloody bugger...
o well, tash!

/ 5:09 PM

boo!

hehex.

oritey, my flu is finally gone for good!
now shoo! go and bug someone else ..

and im soooo screwed coz tmr's my bio paper.
arrrr! bloody toot. and im still struggling tryin to squeeze some terms.
bleah. wat to do, no choice rite. haish.

and its pouring now. like realli looor.
haha. yah.. i cant even see the block across the road.
its that heavy.

im spose to be studying now, but im multi-tasking.
listenin to songs, wif my notes on the table, blogging, cutting my nails and lookin at Seventeen.com
siao rite? haha.

oh oh! i finally get to meet my fabulous 5 on 8tv yday.
like oh-my-gayness! okie no, jus jk. haha
gosh how i miss watching them!!!!

hmm, i wonder wats the theme color for raya this yr..
still deciding toh.
i heard purple is the new pink.. but i duno if tat will be the theme color.
my bro's theme color is silver. cool man..
my sis's family theme color is orangey pink. she ar, nak ajer mix-mix. haha.
my mom...? i duno yet. me n another bro suggested black.
lolx! she went ballistic telling us we have no color sense.
eh relek ar mama... hoho.

and in an hr's time, im leaving to buka at my bro's place.
super coooolness!
but i will miss gilmore girls and wont be able to mug as much.

*shivers*

i tink i shall shut my piehole ya?


ps: i miss my frens alot!!!! and ive been stayin indoors alot lately. shucks.

/ 10:45 PM

my flu sorta got worst..
and im still surviving.
yay, go me.

today paper was cool.

okielar. and i was kinda freezing at the sports hall.
like seriously.. and cant stop sneezing.
arrr!

and along the way, met alot of ppl.
haha simply shows its gonna be a good day.
well, it sorta end up good..
but thrs some hiccups here and thr.

watever.

been slackin the whole day.
wic is good. and bad. haha
coz exams not over yeeeet.

bio. omg. the tot of it made me stress already.
so lets change subject!!

ooorite! i miss reading books.
stayin in the lib and snuggle at a seat with a bk in hand..
yah, the feeling of it jus soothing.

ferk.
suddenly im depressed.
:(

/ 1:10 AM

hey ppl.
yes, finally decided to blog.

some updates as quickly as possible coz im feeling very lethargic.
bleahz.

today was my first paper.
ever.
like a proper exam in NYP in the sports hall.
pretty cool coz its like, we year 1 nursing students took up all the space in the sports hall.
very cool.
and finally get to meet everyone we know at the same time.
well, obviously for one reason, the goodlooking hottie was in my zone too.
haha.
*sigh*

ok bak, so yah. and i sorta fell asleep while shading my OMR.
suicidal? yah! duh!
lolx! cheap thrill. but then agn, i manage to wake up and complete my paper.
and i tell u, im koffing like mad.
somemore we're in the sports hall.. so.. yah.. like echo-ey.. den like
koff! kofkofko. ..fko..ff.
hehe yeah. not tat dramatic, but u get wat i mean yah.

and the lecturer who will tok on the mic is mdm ho, omg. she sound so cuuute!!
hahaha so farnie. and she scared me for the last 10 mins of paper.
why? coz i was asleep aft completing my paper.

overall, the paper was cool.
i hope i get a B at least.

but watever, i nd to rest now.
tmr's socio paper.
den shall chiong for bio!
hopefully my flu will subside.

*crossfingers*

ps: thx ain for being my lifesaver this morning! ok wait, yday morning!! *hugs*

/ 10:23 PM

boo (x

this is ridiculous.
im like.. supose to be mugging
but im like.. NOT.

haha

weeeee!

okie what-everrrr..!

jus wana point one very important thing.
and this goes to all my beloved frens who can stand listening to me how sexy can cars be..

PEOPLE tat i LOVE and ADORE...!!! dun make me SUFFER....!
ACCOMPANY ME TO THE MOTORSHOW PUH-LEEEZEEEE!!!
for the love of cars!!
gawd!! have mercy!!

muahahahaha!!

hehex.
ok here are the details..
the exhibition thingy at suntec from 11-21nov
so yupyup!!anione free, call me, den we shall express our devotion for the oh-so-sexy cars.

*dreams*

well, if ure not free then, make sure u make urself free.
muahahaha....!
weeeeeee!!!
wen i saw the ad, i was like. FERK!
i SO SO need to bring someone!!! den i start panickin, hyperventilate and all i can think of is cars. lolx. k im exaggerating, but seriously. hehe.

*faints*


_// pssst. call me tau.. regarding on the motorshow if u so so dun wana c me suffer.
well, u can call jus to say u miss me alot. no prob! haha
cheers mate! *muaxmuax*

/ 9:30 PM

today i had an hr of socio tutorial.
and tats all for the dae folks!

bloody nuts rite?

on my way to sch, i saw this guy readin a book (yah i know, they read BOOKS eh? hehex.)
alredy its surprising they are reading a BOOK, it gave me the eye-open when i saw what he was reading.
(yah, tat means the bk- not the guy.)
Stephen Ambrose's Band of Brothers.
like kambing! i have tat book too!!
and i jus wana go thr and hug the book!
to show my love and devotion for the book, not the reader,mind you..

haha. i bet some of you must be thinkin its abt the GUY, and not the book ar.
noti noti.

hmm, aft tutorial, wen out wif ain!!! and watch white chicks.
hoho. yah, bulan puaser go watch movie.
but wat-everrrrr.
den caught up wif each other's stuff.

and i met the same guy wen i was on my way to sch, at the traffic light towards civic.
i was pretty shocked toh.
well, he is kinda cute.
haha.
and he is this like, mysterious kinda guy jus by his eyes..
its like, he has this straight face, wif those oh-so-sexy eyes.
he has this hindustan hero look.
*drools*

OoooKAY bak to reality.

so aft watching the movie, i head home.
and im spose to be studying, but end up slacking.
ie. watching tv (actually spose to be gaming. o well, wat-everrr)
weeeeee.

den watch tv till 6 and went cwp wif mom.
go to the bazar.
and my oh my, i met loads of familiar faces.
from evg (wic is inevitable *rolls eyes*), to madrasah and even met those frm ust. taufik's house.so yah!
and thrs quite a handful evgians selling stuff thr.
it wud be kinda cool lookin at them struggling. hoho!

ok dun be mean, arifah.

jus now, i saw this guy. and i duno wat came to me, he jus took my breath away and left me NOT thinkin.
he is so gorgeous.
wne he look at my direction, i almost jump out of my wits and lose grip of the plastic bags i was holding and i stupidly walk straight and kept my cool.
like act as toh nutin happen and the world is still spinning.
oh-my-god.
simply attractive.

miss that feeling.

hahaha!

okay, seriously my fellow countrymen (and ahem women), i NEED to hit the books.
esp aft days of slackism.

unless thrs anitin interestin happen to me, my blog will be on hiatus aight?

toodles! miss me not!


_// i met my my past and present. my future seems further than my past. it [my past] keeps coming back. one tip - leave.

/ 3:39 PM

crap lar kambing.
i jus typed an entry and its all gone.
kambing ar!
stooooopid server.
urgh watever.

*pause*

i miss my sec sch frens.
esp ain.

:(

/ 4:43 PM

halooooo...!
okie me bak at home.

*sigh*

super cooolness man.
and now the weather is jus great.. it looks like its gonna pour.
and its the kind of weather where u can have a cup of hot milo.. u sit on a couch with your legs rested, tuning into Bond, fireplace in front of you and jus enjoying every moment.
well, obviously i was jus dreaming and ... thinkin and ... the rest is a mystery for u.

:p

orite! so, abt the mrt opera?

here it goes.

the train stopped super long at yishun station.
so being arifah, i waited patiently. duh rite?
coz no choice, i am late aniwei.
ok so, aft like 5 mins (yah, it was super long i tell u. i can grow a beard!), the train finally decided to move.
and suddenly thrs this lady (coz it sounds like) shouted like its her train. i can remember every single thing she said. but seriously, it was kinda thriling.
and every one in my cabin sorta tried to look who was it.
popping their head like a turtle out of its shell..
hahaha its pure entertainment. both the lady and the audience.
and i shant mention ani sensitive stuff in here, coz i duno, i may get sued.
so here it is..

"MALAYS AND INDIANS ARE STUPID! NO ONE CAN TALK TO ME ABOUT ____! maybe you should learn how to speak mandarin. EVERYBODY SHOULD LEARN HOW TO SPEAK MANDARIN!
*pause*
I CANT HIRE YOU!! NOT ONLY HERE BUT ALSO IN MALAYSIA! MALAYS IN _____ ARE STUPID!! FUCK ____!! HE MUST DIE, HE MUST DIE!
*pause*
DONT YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT AM I SAYING?! "

etc etc.

it was kinda scarielar..
as though everyone had the same thinkin, we(those who are alighting at yck) all stood even b4 we reach YCK. hahaha. and why? jus to c who was it.
and again being arifah, i am unable to c. mayb coz of the angle and stuff.
so, i manage to c who was it coz she shouted like hell wen i leave the train..
i was on the escalator and there she was literally shouting - motionless but shouting.
an indian lady.. goodness me.

oh, and heres a twist.

she wasnt on a phone.
no earpiece, no fone.
n o t h i n g.
jus thr, screaming and shouting her heart out abt some unhappiness she go tru. (i guess..?)

kinda sad for her.
prolly unable to get a job?
or maybe had some bad trauma abt sumtin?
or some psychological problems?
i duno...
come to think of it, i thank God for who/what i am today.

now, isnt that cheap thrill?

/ 1:38 PM

ok watever.
i typed the stuff like a few seconds ago and i lost it coz of a lecturer who chased us out.
and made me panic..
and i accidentally clicked the wrong thing
and BOOM all gone.

i shall reype it all over agn. well, if i can remember wat are the exact words yah?

----

ahem.
crap,im in the nyp lab.. and im bored.
lalalala

well, ive been duelling on where farah and i shud go.. in libby, e-plaza or the comp lab.
and u know wat, i went all 3 of them and im in the comp lab.
oh happiness.

zzzz.

now waiting for ponraj's lecture..
and if its not for him, i wud be at home snoozing away wif my Dee Dee bolster.
and wen am i able to enjoy tat? aft 4pm.
goddamnit.
and okie, plus the journey home .. *counts*
prolly ard 4.45.
zzzzzzz

oh! and also 7.30pm.
lemme sae sumtin abt the movie.. it has a lil different touch to it..
it has romace stuff in it.
kinda erm.. i duno, change the perception and 'way' wat u call a 'WAR' movie..
so yah.
o hell, who am i to say abt war rite.. coz ive nv been into one.
so watever... this is wat i tink yah.
but watever it is, i still love war movies..
yeah! rockon bazoookas!!

o yah!
thrs sumtin interesting happen on my way to sch jus now.
super cheap thrill i must say.
especially wen my lil FM radio decided to die on me on a monday.
so, it adds a lil entertainment for everyone.
okie, i shall shut up and start tokin abt it..

*pause*
*takes in a deep breath,stretch myself and . . .*

orite ppl gtg!
heeeeee.
lemme keep you in suspense yah. doesnt hurt rite?
oh wait,wat is tat?
a clue?
orite orite u poor child..
politics in public.
how is tat?happie?
no? ok watever. go cry to ur mama. suit urself.

tash ppl!

----

so yah, tats wat i kinda wrote..
and i reali gtg coz my ass is freezing.
capish?

/ 1:25 PM

crap, im in the nyp comp lab.
to kill time.
lalalala.

yeah, for the past 2 hrs, ive been duellin if shud go to libby, e-plaza or the comp lab.
and u know wat, i went to all 3 and now im in comp lab wif farah.

oh happiness.
cant wait for 4pm to start slacking AGAIN.

zzzz

o yes, 7.30pm also.
but i wana sae tat, this pearl harbor movie, had a lil touch to it.
yah, romance.
it totally change a whole new look and preception of a wat u call 'WAR'
but then agn, who am i to say big abt it coz ive nv gone tru one.
o well, watever. i jus sae wat i wana sae .. and why is tat?
this is my blog. period.

bleahz.

so the bored.
if not for ponraj's lect, i'll be at home now snoozing away.
o yah! thrs a coool incident on my way to sch jus now.
kinda cheap thrill.. even btr wen my lil FM radio is spoilt.
so.... voila, an entertainment in the mrt. more like reality show. muaha.
k lame. i shall start telling wat hapen..

*pause*
*takes in a deep breath, stretch myself..and here we go*

orite guys. gtg now!
muahaha lolx.
later la k.. kp u in suspense..

wait, wat is tat? a clue.
ok, politics in public.
there u go, happie?
no? watever. suit yourself.

tash ppl!!

/ 1:37 PM

suddenly i cant wait for 7.30 to come.
no, its not gilmore girls but pearl habour.
ive watched it before.. and i duno why im so excited to watch a movie based on the tragic war.
(like ani war is - tragic)
heee. i love watchin war movies.
okay, anione care to join me on the war movie marathon aft the exams?
u know where to reach me yeah...

;)

oh yes, did i mention im feelin sick.
yeah, i may nt look like i am, but seriously, i bloody am.
:x oops. sori, pauser-puaser tak bagus ckp gitu kaaaan.
heee.
aniwei, im having a bad bad sorethroat. and it sorta create an infectious process tat cause me to have slight temp. nothing drastic but i can manage.
like having tat is not enough, im having *ahem* unbearable cramps that made me stay on bed all day long.
o gawd.
i shall look all of this as obstacles. esp during this holy month.
for those who knows what this is called in malay, altogether now - cubaan (commonly pronounced as chooooo-baa-aaan. hehex.)

*pause*

sometimes i am tempted to cut my hair again.
when i tink again, i rather not.
coz i loooove having my long curls.
sigh. but its kinda frustrating u know.. and wen ppl come to me and mention oh how envious they are to have such natural curls (let me flatter myself ya :p) , all i can do is smile back and sae otherwise.
it happens. ppl wif straight hair wished they have curls and vice versa.
when i saw ppl with nice straight hair, i suddenly turn into a crazy haidresser with scissors ready to pounce on delicious hair. but another side of me told to jus look away and go 'whatever.'
mind you, i have nothing against those ppl. just envy them.

but i still love myself.
(=
esp those cheeeks of mine!!

*rolls eyes. ya rite*

/ 11:00 AM

our lecturer dedicate this song to us (whole of grp D) coz it was the last lecture with her for sem 1. and i jus cant help it but to post the lyrics.

so, go figure.

---------

john denver - perhaps love

Perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble when you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window, perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer, it wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself and don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel
For some a way of living, for some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean, full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside, thunder when it rains
If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel
For some a way of living, for some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on and some say letting go
And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know

--------

sigh.

/ 8:39 PM

yup, another entry.
simply shows how 'preoccupied' i am.
bleahz.

i tink i shud realli start studying. no seriously.
exams in . . .
*counts*
oh great, i dun even know how many dayz to D-Day.
simply great.
oh well, it starts on 26th.
pretty excited toh. heee.
yah i know, siao.
hehe.

while i was breaking fast, i feel like something is missing.
when i look around at the table, i realised what or ... who was it.
my sister and my elder brother.
my sis at KL and my brother.. well, hanging with his lovely wife.
kinda sad wheni continue thinkin about the erm future pictures.

like, my another brother. prolly he'll be living in KL nex yr onwards.
and my sis will be staying at clementi.
while in wlands jus left 4 of us.
or mayb staying in clementi also.
i duno. i get emotional thinkin abt this.

so i shall stop thinkin abt it NOW.

weeeeee!
so excited!! tmr pearl harbor is on tv!
oh happiness.
omg o yah! i sorta slept for 3 hrs today. and im so proud of it.
hahaha.
yah, coz usually my friday is like, super long coz i have lesson till 4.
yeah!! hehe. and i actually slept tru those times.

*beams*

hmmm
my socio lecturer told us to be motivated to study.
and ive decided to be motivated by listing out the things i can/will do ...
- have a war movie marathon (yah, meaning, watch as many war movies as possible)
- think of all the possible fame i am able to get (abit stoopid but i get motivated :p)
- have a picture of my baby cooper (enough said)
- think the freedom i can get aft that 5 papers (hardcore gaming session)
- hibernate like theres no tomoro.

yah, pretty much tats all to list.
i'll jus add some more.
weeeee!

and to at least feel like ive made my day more meaningful,
i'll drag my fat ass and start mugging.

_// psst. how's my new layout? ((;

/ 1:22 PM

friendship is made in the heart,




Silent




Unwritten.




Unbreakable by distance.




Unchangeable by time.



once a friend, always a friend.


_// speechless.

/ 1:19 PM

hmmm

i shud be studying.. or at least pretend to study..
but im at my comp playings games and hope miracle could happen.
i even tot of playing my xbox.. or watch dvd.

hmmm

shud i?
heeeeee.

o well, it doesnt hurt to take a break.
and to enjoy the coolest day ever coz i onli have one hr lecture and thats all for the day.
weeeeee!!

happiness.

im havin a bad sorethroat.
i feel like i can koff out a furball.

yux. ouchie.

lalalala
im bored.
somebody entertain me pls.
lalalala

/ 9:53 AM

orite.
im in the nyp lab and i jus finished my one hr lecture..
yupyup
tat means i can jolly well go home..
heeeeee

and its onli 9.54am.
the onli reason i come to sch today coz i nd to hand in my assignment.
haish. yah, me good girl.
weeeee!!!

and its the first day of ramadhan. so glad..
dat means raya is comin!! weeeeee!!!

so, now i have to focus on my exams since the major stuff is almost over.
omg. jus the tot of exams gives me dejavu of my sec sch.

orite la, i gtg now. ciaoz.

/ 11:37 PM

o yes.
its finally over.

2 wks went by like a breeze [not] and bam- the end of production.
was screaming like hell when it finally ENDED.
the tot of it is jus made me estatic.

it means ....
no more goin home super duper late.
no more going home feeling a part of me is abused.
no more lying on the freaking floor.
no more okay-im-goin-to-nag-at-you-coz-its-for-your-own-good session [wic simply means DEBRIEF].
no more sweating like kambingz.
n o m o r e

and i spent at least 45 mins in the toilet yday nite tryin to have a proper shower.
it sure felt good.
as if i jus went back from 4D3N camp at campsite
:x

ANYWAY, my beloved frens came to watch the production.
pretty touched tat they came.
thx guys! i really appreciate it.
dun come and hate me coz uve wasted an hr or so to watch me.. or its super hot coz the fan is like pathetic.. or the show wasnt tat good.
anyhow, i still love you guys

;)

for those who cant make it for any apparent reason, all of you owe me an explanation and Kit Kat chunky.
no excuses.
no 'buts'. JUST DO IT.
haha jkjk. reeeelac lar.
i still love you guys equally.

*muax*

and im waiting for 12am to watch my Queer Eye hotties.
yeah baby! ive longed for u guys!!!!!
and band of brothers. oh wait, i lend it to khai. zzzz.
den err... OH!!! pearl harbor nex wk.
coool shit rite?!?!! like yeah man!

*hums faith hill's there you'll be*

omgomgomgomg.
i so so so nd to watch movie.
wimbledon.white chicks!!!!!!!!!!!!
ferk man. im deprived of movies.
anione? okie nvm. i shall find someone.
hehehehe.

i shall stop blabberring.
till then, i love cooper baby!!!


_// and stop making me hate you *

/ 1:13 AM

thank goodness tmr's the performance.
oh wait, today is the performance coz friday is already here.
teehee.
and aft the performance, i'll break freeeeeeeeee.....!!!!
yes, yes... YES!!! and i will be able to do my 1200 words essay wic i have to hand in nex friday!!!
and i can at least spend my time with xbox....

*squeals*

and im proud to say i skipped lecture!!
hohoho!!!
first time i skipped lecture intentonally.
socio lecture. i still cant blive i missed it coz i love sociology.
surprisingly some ppl noticed i wasnt there.
hahaha.
and eusoff, if ure reading this, im nt tokin abt you.
:p

lets tok abt the production.
*clears throat*

it has definitely been a great process.
other than going home super late coz of grilling session aft each practice,
i had fun getting to know the other cast members.
and i hate to admit tat im kinda sad its gonna b over in 24 hrs.
reminds me of the footdrill competition.
all the scoldings, free suntanning session... etc etc. its kinda worthwhile.

:)

i have class at 9am.. and im still awake.
its, look on the bright side.
i'll have free make-up for the drama!!
weeeeee!!!
hehe. call me vain, i jus love it when the make-up ppl spend so much time jus putting on eyeliner or doin eye makeup.
hehehehehe

till then, wish us [stageartz-ers] luck for the production!!!!

/ 5:16 PM

oh happines!!
finally im updating my blog.

and im in nyp's computer lab. yeah..
nutin wrong wif my comp, but i jus decided to indulge myself with the sch's computers
hoho

last wk has been interestingly packed with endless 'excitement'
jus a bite-size info for each day yah..

monday: met up wif eka and tee *squeals*
tuesday: its my 1st ICA presentation!!
wednesday: hmm, more of bio..
thursday: bob fell on me! *cries*
friday: had bio prac and theory test. cool bananas.....!hang out with my beloved frens *beams*
saturday: yawnz. drama practise... lalalala. and i sprained my ankle.
sunday: cried a river aft watching the hindi show. and gilmore girls session!!! *swings bra*

yupyup.
and im patiently waiting for 6pm.
lalalalala

shoot!
gotta rush, someone's chasing me out of the lab.
bloody bugger...
o well, tash!